2010

Finally!

2010!!!

OMG! I've been waiting for this day!!!

Happy New Year,ppl!

Confusion and....McD??

The Ugly Truth or The Proposal????

Confusion,confusion,confusion...

LOL! The Ugly Truth it is :P

Watching too many movies eh?? What to do...what to do...

p.s: Ignore the poster...it wouldnt change to the size i wanted...stooopit thing :(

OMG! Ate McD Prosperity burger! AWESOMENESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

27 Dresses

i know i sound a little backdated...but so what :P
Watched 27 Dresses last night and i must say that i loved it!!!!
It's such an awesome movie!
here's the plot
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0988595/plotsummary





lol! she even wears a saree :P



THE moment
and,Katherine Heigl does better in movies compared to series (grey's anatomy) :(
I'm sure you guys will love it :)

Bye 2009 Hola 2010

hmmmm....i guess it's time to wrap up all that has happened this year.
I won't say i had an awesome year... This year was a little rough and too much for me emotionally and mentally. Too many emotional turmoils and disappointments. But,somehow i managed to get through hell. Thanks too friends and family!

2009 started of pretty well. Had 6 months of break. Had hell of a time! Those six months were great! Did a lot of things exept for one thing which i should have done.Driving...sigh...still swear at myself for have not taken my driving licence. Life could have been easier.

Next,29th June.
Little did i know that i'll be meeting a bunch of people/pigs who will be my friends for the rest of my life. They've been great,awesome,superb,funky,fun,funny,LAME :p,caring and watever you name them.
They've made my life so much more exciting and fun. Wat would i do without them...
Their nonsense,lame jokes,lameness and everything are capable of making every human being laugh till they drop. loL! I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOO MUCH!

I just want to take this oppurtunity to thank these people for being there for me! Thank you sooooo much! Friends for life!
-Amu-the crazy one
-Shobsy-the funky one
-Nat-the caring one :)
-Ren-the one with the scary laughter :P
-Jojo-my only Mafia friend(remember our 50-50 deal eh!)
-Shid-the inno one
-Shak-the LAME one :P
-Raz-the pro backstabber!
-Tamim-loL! do i have to say this? The genius one!
-Farhan-the bully!
-and to all PM12 and the RZ nerds!

oh,ya! how could i forget! Thanks to my little boys Sharkie,smokey, and shaggy! They've been really good this year (Lol! thanks to me :P)except for smokey who had some prob few months back. With god's grace he's fit as a fiddle now! They've been always with me during hard times.
Oh,ya...i would also like to apologise if i've done anything that has offended anyone. Sorry,people. I know i can be a little annoying at times,i can't help it. So just bear me,ok.Erm...i know i swear alot these days. I hope you guys won't mind. Lol! If we don't swear now when are we going to?

We shall start 2010 with much expectations! Hope 2010 will we an awesome year with a lot of GOOD memories!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!Set your aims high,people!!!!!!!!!!!!It's going to an awesome year! I'm so eager to see what awaits us! Spread the love,people!

:)

lalala

when boredom hits

damn...i'm feeling so down...the weather is so cold and uncomfortable....i hate it for some reason although i like it partly. I don't know why.
Cuzzies came and left just too soon. Why can't they stay longer!!!!! Waaaa :(

Bros are asleep and i'm stuck here,in my room ,blogging. Yeah,you might think i've nothing better to do. Yeah,i've nothing to do at all.

EMO EMO EMO...

OK,let me at least tell you people whats going on around me...

Smokey-trying to hop here and there attempting to jump out of his cage. Smoe,i'm not that stupid. haha! I'm afraid your cage is well set-up so you can't escape. Sorry,boy :P Better luck next time :P And for your info Smoe isn't trying to escape because i'm abusing him or whatsoever...that's because it's time for him to have his daily run around my room...
I'l take him out sometime later.

Next,Shaggy-erm..he's asleep,i'm afraid. So,there's nothing to tell because he's asleep. Because when he's asleep he's doing nothing but sleeping. Ok,i'm blabbering...

Bored bored...
Alright alright...i'll cut the craps...gud night people,love you people so much! Oh,ya spread the love ya'll!

a small reunion

wow! had so much fun chatting with,shobs,kee and raz! lol! i must admit that i miss them more now!!!! Kee,as usual was crappy,haha!. Babi and Backstabber?...awww....do i have to say this? hahaha! lol! they were erm...how do i say it??? lol! "romancing" perhaps? Mind the inverted commas,people!
Shobs,is corrupted too...sad...sad..she asked me if i played with Blur's golf stick?...ok,that sounds so wrong right? ish ish ish...

names were changed due to privacy issues :P

-oh,ya! i've finally downloaded twilight! wooohoo!

Kee/Mr.Rajah wannabe!

lol! quote by shak/Mr.Rajah wannabe when he got pissed of by my tidak-apa attitude..hahaha!:P

AND WITH THIS KINDA OF F***** UP ATTITUDE YOU WANT TO DO VETERINARY SCIENCE AND GO TO NEW ZEALAND.. GO AND DIE



haha! thanks Kee :)
lol! i've sensored the unwanted ones,Sifu :P happy now?

OMG!

CHRISTMAS!!!!

omg! i'm so excited for some reason!

might be going to seremban! WOW

movies,food,laughter,partay!

what else can i ask for!

WOOOHOOO!

BYE 2009! HOLA 2010!

hmmmm....i guess it's time to wrap up all that has happened this year.
I won't say i had an awesome year... This year was a little rough and too much for me emotionally and mentally. Too many emotional turmoils and disappointments. But,somehow i managed to get through hell. Thanks too friends and family!

2009 started of pretty well. Had 6 months of break. Had hell of a time! Those six months were great! Did a lot of things exept for one thing which i should have done.Driving...sigh...still swear at myself for have not taken my driving licence. Life could have been easier.

Next,29th June.
Little did i know that i'll be meeting a bunch of people/pigs who will be my friends for the rest of my life. They've been great,awesome,superb,funky,fun,funny,LAME :p,caring and watever you name them.
They've made my life so much more exciting and fun. Wat would i do without them...
Their nonsense,lame jokes,lameness and everything are capable of making every human being laugh till they drop. loL! I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOO MUCH!

I just want to take this oppurtunity to thank these people for being there for me! Thank you sooooo much! Friends for life!
-Amu-the crazy one
-Shobsy-the funky one
-Nat-the caring one :)
-Ren-the one with the scary laughter :P
-Jojo-my only Mafia friend(remember our 50-50 deal eh!)
-Shid-the inno one
-Shak-the LAME one :P
-Raz-the pro backstabber!
-Tamim-loL! do i have to say this? The genius one!
-Farhan-the bully!
-and to all PM12 and the RZ nerds!

oh,ya! how could i forget! Thanks to my little boys Sharkie,smokey, and shaggy! They've been really good this year (Lol! thanks to me :P)except for smokey who had some prob few months back. With god's grace he's fit as a fiddle now! They've been always with me during hard times.
Oh,ya...i would also like to apologise if i've done anything that has offended anyone. Sorry,people. I know i can be a little annoying at times,i can't help it. So just bear me,ok.Erm...i know i swear alot these days. I hope you guys won't mind. Lol! If we don't swear now when are we going to?

We shall start 2010 with much expectations! Hope 2010 will we an awesome year with a lot of GOOD memories!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!Set your aims high,people!!!!!!!!!!!!It's going to an awesome year! I'm so eager to see what awaits us! Spread the love,people!

:)

GROUNDED FOR LIFE

hell just came knocking onto my door...damn! Marks are are so bloody disappointing! Especially bio!!!! Arrrgh! There's no point crying over a spilt milk(lol! very poetic huh?)...
Have to bear all those naggings. Sigh....i'm such a disappointment...

lol! Guys,never dream of me puting up my marks here. I don't want the world to know how stooooopit i am. Will meet u guys in three weeks time. Will let you guys know then.
oh,ya...i'm pretty sure you people would have done well :) congratulations!
i shall vanish now!
BYE!

Seremban

hi peeps!!!!! I'm finally back home,to Klang...aduhai... It doesnt feel good to be back home! I want to be in seremban ...sigh...i'm feeling so down now. I'm missing my sister and my crazy cuzzies already.
Erm theres just soooo much to tell but i dont have the strength to type out everything...so,i'll just give a short summary.

-had a movie marathon with my sister
-watched twilight(like a hundred times!awesomeness!)
-watched G.I Joe and G-Force as well
-pigged-out like hell (Pigging out+no exercise at all= A REAL PIG)
-shopped till i drop :) (this time i really dropped!)
-my sister and i had sooo much fun crapping.
-oh,ya...did i tell you guys that i took the wrong bus on my way to seremban and almost got myself lost....damn...

lol! i know my post sounds bored...i blogged this just for the sake of posting something new...so,excuse me k.
My apologies.

Shobsy!!!

Hahahaha! after much negotiation with Kee....we came up with a deal. I'll update only if he updates...so,we both are actually updating at the same time. hehe :P
erm...ok...let me see wat to post....erm.....
Oh,ya! Shobsy's birthday is like in half an hours time! OMG! She'll finally be 18!
Welcome to the club,Shobsy!
Wish you all the best in future undertakings! May god bless you! Stay crazy as always and never stop cracking jokes k!
Thanks for being my craziest,funkiest,bestest and crappiest friend ever! lol! Thanks for being there for me when i needed someone to talk to! I appreciate it very much! Thank thanks thanks!
Love ya loads! HAPPY BIRTHDAY from everyone at home including Shaggy and Smokey.
Have a fabulous day ahead,Shobsy!!
FRIENDS FOREVER!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!


damn...Kee finished blogging before i could...eeee! *off to see wat he's done :)*

Shark's 6th sense

i can predict what is everyone doing at the moment!

-Shakesh-try to commit suicide :P lol! he can't stand the boredom already
-Tamim-he's in Oxford.loL!
-Ren-busy eating keropok lekor in Trengganu
-Patil-dancing for Balleh balleh song in India
-IR-lol! busy with the latest season of Heroes
-Farhan-he's busy eating chappatis
-Jojo-erm...dunno for sure...busy coming up with a mafia group or something???
-Shida-she's enjoying the beauty of Seremban...Seremban RAWKS,Shid!
-Malik-he is in Oxford with Tamim
-Koh Kwun-he's busy attending Tamil swearing classes. Improve yourself,boy! You clearly need a lot of practice! And practice makes perfect,remember??!
Who else...erm....oh ya!!!! The REST are busy preparing for something! Lol! Shak,you know who and what i mean rite? :P

key:REST=2
These are based on my 6th sense...don't blame me if there's mistake. My 6th sense doesnt work properly at times due to bad signal.

Cutting the craps now :P bye!

EMO-NESS

omg.. holidays are making me sick!!!!! they're bringing me down like mad. Just when i thought i'm out of hell,i knew that i havent.
I just need to go out somewhere. Somewhere really far. Just need some peace of mind.
I'm so sick of being emo!!! Holidays are meant to be fun and they're not for me!!!!
Can't wait to get back to college. Missing all the laughter,jokes and nonsense already!


-went to Sunway. Walked and walked but ended up buying nothing.
-Oh,ya. NEW MOON WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bye!

TWILIGHT SAGA <3

oh my...there's just something about Twilight Saga. As much as i love reading them they're making me feel so depressed. Or is it that i'm too sensitive/emotional...damn...
I just don't get it how Bella can endure all the pain and sufferings. Sigh.... And,Edward is sooooo sweet :)
LOL. that's not going to keep me away from those books. They maybe depressing but THEY'RE AWESOME!
I know i'm kinda backdated regarding this Twilight thingy. So,what? Better late than never :)

GOING FOR NEW MOON TOMORROW!!!!!!

Good old ones

Had a good chat and managed catch up things with a good old friend of mine. I realised there's so many things we've missed in our lives...It's kinda sad to think how close we used to be.
I miss all the fun we used to have in primary school. Things did not turn out well once we entered secondary school. We met new people and had less time for each other.
I dont blame her though. We realised that there were others who made our lives much more exciting. And so secondary school life went on,with us being torn apart further.
The chat just now made me realise how much i've missed :(
Sigh...hopefully things will be much better now. I'll do my best to keep in touch with her :)

Edward <3

gosh...i think i'm falling for Edward!!! lol! His cold and mysterious look makes him look so hot :)

Lol! No wonder people go gaga for him. I don't blame them though :) Jake is kinda cute too...but there's something i don't like about him :)

Halfway done with the book :)

I'm soooo gonna watch New Moon no matter what! Wooot!

Crazy ones...

loL! i just don't get people at times. When they're in love they'll tell all sorts of cute and romantic stuffs about their loved one. When their worst nightmare happens then they'll curse like nobody's business.

For example a friend of mine who i'm not so close to had a bf. She was so darn happy that she is in a relationship and went on posting on fb about him and bla bla bla...which annoyed me.

Somehow,they broke up...so this idiotic friend of mine began blaming god for what she is going through...Damn...WHY ON EARTH IS SHE BLAMING GOD??? She chose to be in a such situation,rite?

Next,she realised that studies are her main priority in life just after she broke up. LOL! Wth? Does this mean that she never knew that studies are main priorities? If she was still in a relationship,will studies still be her first priority?

Next,she is going for an hunger strike....Which made me LMAO! Ok,i'll consider that as unnecessary self-abuse. Doing such thing just because someone left you? Sigh...funny people...

Ok...basically these are from my point of view...and hopefully nobody gets offended if anyone does get offended feel free to slap me :P ...Peace ppl!

Tomorrow never dies...or will it?

oh my goodness!!!! 2012 is one awesome movie!!!! Dont trust people when they say it's full of animation!Bullshit la!It's one superb movie! Worth paying for,guys!
I realised that i was holding the chair so tightly when the movie ended,loL! It was like a roller coaster ride!

Not so much of romance involved but filled with so much of thrill and adventure! The villain got me pissed of like mad. That stupid fat Russian fellow and his kids and their stupid accent got into my nerves!
Bloody hell! What were they thinking arr?
Oh,ya! The pilot was so darn handsome! Lol! Loved his accent although it was Russian,hehe.

I can't imagine how things will be when such catastrophe happens. Oh,my...


Ok,i shall cut the craps now and do something better :) Adios people!

Taylors!

-Droppped by college just now to return all the books i borrowed from the library. Damn....paid 10 bucks.
-Guess who i met i college???!!!! My tutor a.k.a genius a.k.a Teddyma. Still can't figure out??? Aiyo,Malik Al-Sheikh la!!!! LOL! Almost fainted when i met him in the library!
-Ate donuts after ages of not eating them...ahhh....heavenly!!!!
-You guys won't believe how deserted Taylors looks . It was kinda heart-breaking to see our college sooooo quiet and lonely. I bet Taylors miss all of us! WE MAKE TAYLORS AWESOME!!!!!
We'll be back soon,honey!!!!!!!!!!! A mere 5 weeks more to go!!!

:(

List of things which i'm gonna miss for the next six weeks of my life

I'm going to miss:

-Backstabbing Shobsy

-bullying Jojo

-Ren's laughter

-Babi's nonsense and his corrupted jokes(lol!can't believe i'm saying this)

-Raz's weird acts,lol!

-Tamim's geniusness

-Shidah,my one and only Seremban friend <3

-Pan Mee

-IR,(if you know what that stands for. hehe!)

-Having lunch with all the piglets

-Farhan bullying people :P

Hope everyone is enjoying their holidays! Happy holidays guys! Take care and don't chillax too much untill you forget to study k! Remember,AS is just around the corner!Miss you guys soooo much!

Back to where my heart belongs!

I'm blogging from where my heart belongs!!!!!!! I'm just so happy to be in PD!
Came here to help my aunt with shifting. Me and lovely cousins of mine are having so much of fun! Damn,i miss all these moments.

My aunt and i were taking a brisk walk down the hill about 7pm just now. Out of nowhere 4 cows began walking toward us and we freaked out. Lol! We just turned back walking away hoping the cows doesnt come running after us!

Smokey is back at home. Hope he's having fun as much as i am. Hope he doesn't miss me. I'll be back soon,boy :) Miss you lil one!

Break!

oh my...6 weeks of holidays just began...And i'm already missing all the pigs. 6 weeks without fun,laughter and nonsense!!!! Gosh!!!!
It was kinda sad to leave them just now in college.

I must find some way to keep myself occupied. Firstly,i got to prepare a timetable. I'm going to get myself prepared for AS. Enough of all the last minute studying. I don't want to screw up just like i did for my Semester 1 exams. Sigh...
I'll be going to Seremban,my hometown. It's been ages since i went there. And i miss all my crazy cousins. They're on leave too. So,gonna meet up with them and share some updates.

Planning to do some crazy shopping with my beloved cousin sister sometime next week.

I seriously hope my holidays will be a good one.
Stay tuned for more updates!

me+my brains=stupid shark (lol! give me a lamer title pleaseeee! haha)

Haha! I just did something stupid to my blog!I was bored.... I wanted to change the template sooooooo badly. So i went to this website called Pyzam or something like that to look for a suitable template for my blog. I found one which suits the title of my blog(sealife themed template). So,i did as instructed. Copied the code,went to the settings tab,pasted the code and clicked 'OK'.
When i viewed the changes, the whole blog went hay wire! Damn! I lost the c-box and the rest of the settings! Stupid me!!!! I can never be any sillier!
Well,luckily C-box has a feature where it saves all the little craps you guys typed. haha!
Managed to put that back onto my blog. My blog list was all screwed up too. I managed to put some links back. Unfortunately,i can't find a way to put Shob's one. It rejects her blog link for some reason :P lol!
I'll try sometime later. Sorry shobsy!

Haha! lesson??? This is what hapens when you do something beyond the norm and this is what happens when you do something without planning :P

Oh,ya...i think Blogger should come up with more interesting templates for god's sake! My blog looks bored....HELLO?????!!!!!!NEED SOME SERIOUS MAKEOVER HERE!!!!!

Me+Exam=?

Sigh....exams can be so torturous...First they disrupt your daily routine.Second,they'll ruin your day. Third,exams spoil your mood. It's been 4 days since exams started and it never seem to be ending. Damn.. I just can't wait for Friday...

Alright...I'm off to do something to relax(like i've studied all day long...lol!)

F***** up emo songs,lol!

lol! I just realised that all my fav songs are basically emo songs :P And most of the songs on my ipod are emo songs. I JUST REALISED!hahaha! Someone told me that i get emo a lot because i listen to f***ed up emo songs. and i should stop listening to them. Not sure who said that :P Babi,was it you or Ren?
It could be true after all :P Emo songs make me emotionally down at times. They make me think of the things that i'm not supposed to be thinking which in turn makes me emo...lol! i think i should stop listening to emo songs from now onwards :P

Maths :)

Just a little update here :) Maths was amazingly ok. I'm surprised myself. I'm quite satisfied although a little disappointed(i couldn't answer the last 2 question :P).
I'm sitting on my bed now revising bio. I know it's a bad idea to study on the bed as i can easily drift into lala land. I'm going to have fun studying Bio,my fav subject :) I don't mind staying up late night today. I just want to be prepared :)
Way to go shark :)

Oh,ya...i'm seriously addicted to the blended coffee drink from Starbucks. I don't know what it's called. But,it's awesome. Credits goes to Shobs :) It costs about 14bucks. I don't mind paying for it. It's worth paying for.

and so the exam starts

Since PM12 bloggers updated their blogs,i might as well update too :)
Ok,exam starts tomorrow . And,i'm still preparing for it. I'm almost done with Bio and the rest are still not halfway through yet. I keep reminding myself that it's just an exam not AS or A2. It's the best way for me to not to freak out. Mr,Babi was jealous of me last night. I played CS and he did not. He was so desperate to kill someone. So i just told him to go kill flies,hehe. As for the PMG gang,there're no sound from them. I assume that they might be studying all day long. As for the guys from Tmn Melati and Kedah they might have had swallowed the CIE books like Mr.Babi said.
So to those who are sitting for exams for the next whole week i wish you guys all the best! Take it easy,it's just an exam not AS or A2 k.

To my followers i shall update once my exams are over :)
Till then,bye!

hate myself

I'm so sad. I've just hurt someone's feelings so badly. I'm such a disappointment. I just can't stop the tears.
I've promised to meet up someday and when the time is right and things are so nicely planned i can't show up. If not now,god knows when. Sigh... I'm such a useless friend. It's her bday tomorrow. And i can't even do anything for her. Just incase she drops by my blog,here's a message for her.
Hey,I'm so sorry for not being able to join you(and the rest). I'm sorry for disappointing you once again. I know i've been a useless friend. Just forgive me for what i've done :(
HAPPY BIRTHDAY in advance! You'll surely have a wonderful day. And you'll be blessed with wonderful things in life for what you are and for what you've done. I'm so thankful for having you as my bestie. Sorry,again :(

bored...

I'm so freakin' bored...it's not that i've been studying all day long or what. It's just that i can't sit quietly at a corner and study. There's just too many things distracting me...Firstly,my ipod has tons of new cool songs which i love to hear. But the problem is i can't multitask (hear songs and study at the same time). So,NORMALLY ipod wins.
Secondly,FOOD. Bro bought tons of cool chocs from Aus. They're just so tempting! The problem comes when i start munching them. I'll munch and slowly drift into lala land...sigh...
Thirdly,FB! As i always say,it is hard to live without FB-ing.
So basically,i've been eating,sleeping,fb-ing all day long which means i've not been studying much...

I'm so addicted to Rihanna's Russian Roulette and Run This Town!!!!!!!!!
My blog needs some serious makeover,lol!
Off to do something significant,adios!!

Stooooopit shark

POST NOT SUITABLE FOR KIDS UNDER 18 :p

lol!!!!!!!! My bro just called me stupid which i find so damn funny!!!! People rarely call me stupid. To be honest,as far as i can remember no one has called me one:P
i know there are many waiting to call me one :P Hahahaha! i just can't stop laughing.
I know i'm supposed to be angry. For some reason i'm not and i'm laughing my head off!
Excuse my stooooopit post :P

Stoooopiiittt shark :P

The day another crapper was born...sigh...

Bio today was somehow very interesting! Had lessons on Ecology where we had to create food chains. I know it's kinda lame but we had so much of fun!
I made a fool out of myself. I came up with a food chain and asked Mr.Rajah if it is correct.
Here's our conversation(might not be that accurate,lol!)
Me: Sir is this correct, carrot----->human----->tiger?
Sir: (being sarcastic and funny at the same time) which idiot will live in a jungle with tigers around?
Upon hearing this everyone laughed their heads off! I laughed as well! loL! thanks guys! thanks a lot!
Next he asked everyone what is lalang in English. Me,thinking i was very smart said lalang(with an english accent) which sounded kinda weird. There they went laughing at me again. Sigh....lol!
I crapped a lot during bio. There's just too much to list down. I'm not in the mood now. I'll update sometime later :P

while waiting for the physics geniuses...

I'm at the libnrary with the PMG gang while waiting for the geniuses to finish their Physics lesson. For those who still don't know What PMG stands for and who the members are here's a little description.
-PMG= Pan Mee Gang (name taken behalve of the famous pan mee in SS15)
-Members: Sharon,Joan,Shobsy n me....
- Famous Pan Mee = Dry pan mee with awesome sambal n chilli flakes... Yum. Yum..

Hey ppl, Shobz here... Sakthi went to print out some maths ppr for herself.. N also for the 3 geniuses... ( u guys should knw who u are ).. We guess they dont hv it too... So,yeah.. I came late to college today... Couldnt wake up in the morning plus i have a sore eye... sad..sad... Sharon just vandalise the library's computer by hitting it... Good job, Sharon... First the water fountain, now the library's computer....tsk..tsk..tsk.. what's next???? I just bullied Jojo on facebook by spamming her account... There's a knife next to my neck nw... Its Jojo holding it.. AHHHHH!!!!!! .... Ampun, Jojo kuku!!!!!! hahaha....
ok..GTG.. byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....

Edward Cullen's wife.

Studying can be so damn tiring and stressful at times. Damn...I'm so sick of doing chemistry. I've been doing chem for the past 3 hours and yet still i havent finish.

Collge today was fun. I became Edward Cullen's wife for a short moment during Moral Studies. lol! Those pigs at the back were the cause why i became the victim. Thanks to you guys! A*******!!!! haha! The pig from Ipoh was happily taking pictures of my moments of embarassments. /''''\!!!!!!
Tamim developed some allergy reaction toward painkillers. His eyes became so darn swollen. A stupid doctor gave him antibiotics for a mouth ulcer(??????). Sue that doctor,man!

Sharon and me happily bombarded Joanne :) Shobsy is the neutral one all the time. Join our gang la...we lack team members la....

I shall cut the craps and continue with C********......sigh...
Ignore my lame post :p

The legend :)

Gosh! WHAT A DAY!!!! Bro and me supposed to go for 2012 but ended up watching This Is It. Man,the show was AWESOME!!!!! I t is so heartbreaking to think that the show couldnt be carried on. And even more heartbreaking to think that the world and the music industry have lost such a great artist! MJ is definately a legend. Sadly he faced many conflicts and controversies and many people began appreciating him only when he is not around anymore. Surely,he'll always remain in the heart of his fans.
I love him and so does everyone. You'll always remain in our heart Prince :)

Sick

WHERE IS HOPE WHEN I NEED ONE
WHERE ARE STRENGTH WHEN I NEED THEM
WHERE ARE FRIENDS WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO
Why is the world becoming a cruel place to be in? I just don't get people when they say they will be there for their friends. What do they mean?Do they actually mean it or they're saying it just to make me feel better? You don't have to say that at all to make me feel better! It'll be sooo much better if you just be what you are and stop giving false hope/promises. If you think being a good friend takes a whole lot of effort and hardwork actually it doesnt.

I'm going to stop forcing myself to fit in. There's no point. The more i give in the more hurt i'll be.People change. This makes it harder for me to fit in. I guess i'm gonna stand out and be what i am and what i love to be.

for those who've been very caring,i salute you guys! I appreciate all the things you've done! And i love you guys! Thanks for being there for me!

To: K******* and whoever that feels guilty.

Down in the drain

I'm dropping by to say that i've failed to complete my mission...sigh...there goes my resolution down in the drain...
Life has been hectic for the past few days. There's just too much to study with so little time. My mistake to be exact.I should've started earlier instead of suffering at the last minute.
I've been sleeping really late and end up being exhausted and tired for the rest of the day. That,in turn affects me mentally and physically. It's so damn hard to concentrate when you're all worn out. Plus,avoiding FB is NOT an easy thing to do. No matter how much i try i can never live without fb-ing for a day!

Rahul and Koh Kwun started World War 3 a.k.a War of Swears today! BOth can't speak tamil properly. But give them some bad words,they can speak better than anyone on earth!

Excuse my short but lame post. I can't seem to find anything to fill you up. So that's all for now.
-off to study-

Awesome weekend!

Can you believe that i attended two family gatherings in just one day???? Man,it was awesome!
The first one was organised by dad's company. Mum and bros backed off the last minute. So,it was just me and dad! We had so much of fun!
The second one was organised by my uncle. Managed to meet my cuzzies after sooo long! We talked and talked. Yeah,what do you expect after ages of not meeting them? Damn,i missed them so much!

So,basicallly my weekend was awesome! That also means i barely touched the books. Which also means i'm gonna fail my exam. Damn...
Ok,this is my resolution for the next two weeks.
-no fb-ing(like that'll ever happen! but i'll try)
-have to burn midnight oil(so that i wont get burned later on)
-no tv
-no ipod
So,my life is gonna be pathetic for the next two weeks. But succes never comes with hardwork rite? so,yeah....

OMG! Shobs finally created a blog!lol! Can you believe it???
Welcome to the world of blogging Shobs! I'll be your sifu! Write useful posts like me and don't write nonsense like the Ipoh fella. Oi,Ipoh, TAKE THAT!

Ipoh mali part 2

OMG! Sifu had a fall!!!! Hope he's alright!! The ironman had a fall! Can you actually believe it??? No wonder i felt a tremor just now!!!!!! I seriously hope there was a CCTV nearby. I won't mind paying a fortune to get a vid of that!
As he said,hopefully the fall won't affect his joking part of his brain. Already his brain is so darn corrupted.
He might have been eyeing on hot girls around until he forgot to look where he was walking and pooof, he falls down! lol! HOPEFULLY THILLANA GIRL WASNT AROUND! OR ELSE SHE WILL LAUGH HER HEAD OFF!
Get well soon sifu!

Ipoh mali

Ok,since the ipoh fella wants me to blog sooo badly,i'll crap about him then. Maybe he thinks i'm an AWESOME blogger. That is why he can't sleep without reading my blog. Ok sifu. Here's a post for you.

A little update on Sifu's life!

Sifu has become totally corrupted now. He can't eat or sleep without cracking a lame / dirty joke.

Today he was sooooo high and crapped about and old grandfather teaching his grandson how to pee/use the toilet. The stupid grandson ended up peeing into the granfather's ears. Lol! don't ask me how! Ask the corrupted sifu! He might know. I won't be surprised if sifu would have done that when he was small. I wont be surprised

Next,he always volunteers to answer questions and end up being the joker or end up being bombarded by the teacher! Oi,got nothing better to do than to volunteer arr??? Go get a life la! hahaha!

Sifu has become a bigamist! Oi,how many wives you want arr??? Choose one la!

This next one is kinda cool! Sifu has a crush on Thillana girl! Can you believe it??? But sifu,let me advice you la, Thillana girl is too good for you la...go back to ipoh and find someone alse there la...
Or go find someone that is working in Subway. I can get free burgers. lol!
Ok,i shall stop crapping now or else i'll be dead in college tomorrow.

To the ones that are hurt

Ok,this post is specially dedicated to the ones that are hurt and and are in despair because of someone (not being specific here!).

Firstly,why bother thinking of someone who never gives a damn about you and how you feel?

Secondly,ask yourself if you wish to have such friends? If you think you want to,then go ahead being emo or whatsoever. In my opinion,no one deserves to have ignorant,selfish and uncaring ones as their friends. They don't deserve to be anyone's friend or even called as a FRIEND!

Thirdly,remember that YOU deserve to be happy! So just erase them out of your mind and MOVE ON! Care for the ones that love you not the ones that hurt you!

Being emo is SO DARN UNCOMFORTABLE!!!! Then why be emo???? So,stop thinking about anything that makes you emo or stop thinking about anyone that makes you emo!!! THE ONES THAT MAKE YOU SAD AND HURT YOUR FEELINGS DON'T DESERVE YOU AS A FRIEND!!!!!

This goes to all ignorant ones: think before you speak,think what others will feel before saying something,if you still insist you wanna wanna be ignorant then GO GET A LIFE MAN! Nothing better to do arr??? lol!

plants,bronchus and ghosts

19 more days to go for exams and i'm still fooling around...damn...it's time for me to get serious(like that'll ever happen :P). Here's a little update on what happened today. Excuse my lame post.
-Thanks to the guy from Ipoh for letting me know that plants have bronchus and alveolus! lol! oi,are you out of your mind arr???? maaaderrr!!!
-Story telling session by Farhan today was AWESOME!!!! The ghost stories were super scary!
We went to the class beside our's, switched off all the lights and listened to his ghost stories. Out of no where,Ren just shrieked and ran out of the class! And she never came back!
-Shobs is down with laughing disorder...she got it from me i think...
-Bro will be here in less that 3 hrs time!
-i'm becoming more corrupted! Credits go to all inhabitants of PM12 especially Kon Kwun a.k.a The Chief of all Swearers (lol! there's such word?)!!
i swear a lot like nobody's business!!!! Today Sharon was my victim! lol! sorry,Ren!

a little update

Smoe is getting better now. I've been giving him yogurts. He seems to hate them. But he eats them when i mix it with his daily mix.And hopefully he'll become the lil chubby fellow i used to know!
Arrowroots just slipped of my mind today! Damn!!!!!!! I should have dropped by Carrefour to get it!!!! sigh...I guess i'll go there in the morning tomorrow.

lameness...lol!

-Omg! Bro will landing on malaysian soil in just less that 24 hrs!!!!!!!! Arrgh!!!!! Sadly i can't go to KLIA to fetch him!!!! The next two months are gonna be awesome!!!

-Shakesh is becoming more corrupted day by day. He and his dirty jokes are inseparable!

-Raz was busy modelling with the MS750 calculator during Bio today.

-Tamim,Shid and me had a good laugh at the video i posted up on FB last night!

-The PMG watched When The Stranger Calls during phsics. Unfortunately, lappie just died seconds before the climax started! HAHA! I almost got murdered by Ren,Shobs and Joan! It's the second time this is happening and i almost got cursed by them! haha! so sorry guys!
They were moving closer and closer to the screen and then pooof! the screen went blank and the laptop shut down! They were like wtf! lol!

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worried sick!

I wish i could just scream what is on my mind to someone!!! I just can't figure out where did i go wrong! It hurts just so much seeing smoe like this. Is he in pain? Or is it that he's hiding it from me? i wonder how such a small fella like him can bare the pain.
you'll be alright,smoey! I promise i'll do whatever it takes to make you feel better!
Hang in there,boy :*

my little boy

Smokey is down with diarrhoea. And i'm so lost and confused. I'm not so sure myself what caused the diarrhoea. I've been looking up info on Syrians contracting diarrhoea and posting up questions on the forums i always visit. To be honest i thought dwarfs are more prone contracting diarrhoea. But yeah,things do divert away from norm sometimes....arrrgh!!! i'm so confused!
He's still playing and eating as usual. It's just that he has lost some weight over last two days.
I was told to feed him less wet food and put him on a diet where he has to be fed with only bio yogurt. So,i'm off to shop for yogurts tomorrow!
Get well soon my boy!

Conference

-Attended Hear Us Out 3 conference today. feedback?? um...ok. i wouldn't say i liked it. I'll rate it 5/10. The intro was good. And the keynote speaker Steve McCoy spoke really well and i enjoyed his sense of humour. I loved the issues he spoke about like Environmental issues and etc etc..

Session 2 was handed over to the students. And that was plain bored. It would have be so much better if one of the NGOs gave a speech instead of asking the students. I did enjoy the quarrel/debate session tho :)

Session 3 was about WWF. And it was good. I'll rate it 7/10. The speaker did a good job explaining. I loved it very much :)

Shak,Ren,Mei Hui and me backed off for the last session. Tweet,Chian Hui and Qi Ting attended the last one though.
We had our lunch in Subway. And the seafood burger was simply awesome!!!
That's all for now :)

Untitled

it's been quite sometime since i've updated. That is because i can't find anything decent to post. Even now i can't find anything nice to post. So,i'll just blab on what happened today.
Basically,college today was good.
-Shak was absent. He came only during the last two hours of maths because he can't live without seeing Mr.Chin. (yeah,dei. i know your dad is a shareholder. so you can come as and when you like la???)
-Joan is becoming naughtier each day. She's a real samseng now! She has a whole lot of konco-konco behind her. So don't mess with her or else you'll be dead.
-Ren,Shobs,Joan and me formed a group called the PMG! PMG= Pan Mee Gang
We've been eating Pan Mee for three consecutive days...We're so addicted to it! The anchovies are so darn addictive! We better stop eating or else we might come bald one day to school because of the MSG. And we might be called the BG gang. BG=Bald Girls.
-Both Raz and Shobs are kinda high lately. And i enjoy backstabbing them,lol! (it runs in the blood shobsy :P)
-As for the genius. He is becoming more genius each day. What's your secret, eh?
-Shark ate pan mee today(she's supposed to be a vege). As a punishment she didn't know that the pan mee she was eating all these while contains pork . Damn... This is what happens when you go against god,lol!
-The McFlurry that shobsy bought today was awesome!!!!!!! I'm gonna get one tomorrow no matter what happens!
-Amutha is flying back to KMK tomorrow :(. Babe,i'm so sorry for being unable to hangout with you. No worries,i'm sure we can during Xmas! So sorry k! Keep your creative juices flowing and do update your blog,k! Damn,i'm gonna miss your stories!!!!!!
-Thanks to RST for screaming my name! lol! the whole world would have heard you guys! Even INTI would have heard you guys! hahahaha! Now they now there's a girl named Shark in Taylors. Thanks to you guys! Hahaha! I'm famous now :p

I'll stop now and continue when i have something to crap about.

the invasion of the balls!

lol! shakesh's blog is being invaded by balls! it first started off with fishball and then it kept multiplying into crab balls,pork balls and many other balls! whoever they are i congratulate you guys for have came up with such an idea to annoy Shak! Shak's blog now has become a place where all the balls gather! hahaha! there are also chicken ball,sotong ball,duck ball and mutton ball! lol!


erm...that makes me think of joining the ball family.*thinking of a name**

Lets annoy the IPOH guy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! way to go ppl!

Sifu says...

Since my sifu wants me to post up the pics,i'll follow as he says.

a trip to randomland....

I'm not going to talk about yesterday's test. As usual i **c**d!!!! Oh,well...it's just a test.
I better start burrying my head into the books now or else i'll be burried...

As for the trip to Midvalley yesterday,we had fun despite the tiredness. Credits goes to Shak for suggesting. Our trip was ruined by the bloody KTM! **** YOU,KTM!!!!!! Payed 22 bucks just for transportation(taxi)!!!!! gosh!!!!

Pinkee began going WHOA once we reached. Hey,is this your first time or something??? okok,i understand,ipoh doesnt have shopping malls rite...hehe!
We ended up walking all around midvalley looking for Chillis. When we finally found the place,we got ourselves seated,glanced through the menu and then decided to escape! We almost threw up looking at the prices!!! Damn! 20 bucks just for a drink?????? Arrgh!!!! 36 bucks for a meal???! So we just escaped like nobody's business. I was hoping so badly that no one comes chasing us with a broom!
Then we headed to Kenny Roger's. Got ourselves seated,ordered the food and devoured!!! We were so darn hungry!!!! The vanilla muffin was heavenly!!!And yeah, the food was awesome too!
As were getting ready to walk out shob's bag just flew out of nowhere. Lol! We created a scene!

I began bursting into laughter so did everyone else! HAHA! Ppl there might have thought that Taylorians are a bunch of cuckoos! That was hilarious!

Then,all of us just did some window shopping. Visited Toys R Us. As usual we got excited looking at some stuffs and ended up being a kiddo for a moment. That was fun!
So then we decided to head back home as it was already raining.

Here comes our worst nightmare. The bloody train was delayed and when it came it was freaking packed!!!! Worse than a sardine can!!!!!

Then one of the geniuses suggested we take taxi instead. So we got the train tickets returned and hopped onto a taxi. The ride was seriously AWESOME! Worth paying for!

I think Seremban ppl are suffering from a serious laughing disorder. Shidah and myself were laughing like hell! Firstly,she laid her hands on Shobs leg thinking that it was an armrest.lol! Secondly she laughed so much after seeing a lorry/van with SHAKTI MASALA written on it.

We just couldnt find a way to stop ourselves from laughing! The driver must have been laughing too. Or he might have thought that we're just crazy.Lol!

Shobs was busy sleeping at the back and Raz was um...i dunno he was just too emo yesterday...Wait...did i forget anyone?? Oh,ya! Pinkee was busy with his ipod and was unaware of the serious laughter at the back i think. Ok,maybe he was...
So,we gathered at KTM station in Subang because Pinkee wanted to buy ticket. He wanted to go back where his heart belongs,IPOH!

Then,Raz,Shidah and Pinkee left. Leaving me and Shobsy behind. We were too tired that we just began halucinating and crapping. Yes halucinating! We can see bright lights but no train. Then our worst nightmare happened! An announcement saying that the train will be delayed for another 20 mins!!!! WTF!!!!!!!! We were so heartbroken and disappointed that we began singing songs. lol! seriously!

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge or breaking down

No one there's to save you

No you dunno what is like,

Welcome to my life

We just sang our hearts out... Thank god,the train arrived in just 5 minutes instead of 20 minutes!!! i was like wth!!! is this some kind of a prank or what???!!!!

The train was damn packed. We couldnt take it anymore and started begging ppl to move in. Luckily there was this kind lady gave us a place to stand. May god bless you!!!!!

So,i reached home at 8.30pm. Being a good girl i had my bath,prayed and started studying. lol! Then out of nowhere mom came and began questioning me why i came back late and stuffs...

haix...had tough time explaining to her. As a result of my stupidity, i am grounded. No outing for the next few days...ARRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My plans to hang out with Amu is ruined... WHY WHY WHY??????? AAAAAA!!!!!!!

ok,i'm so darn lazy to type any longer. I hope i didnt miss out anything. If i did pls let me know i'll edit when i have the time or mood.
Shobs,Raz,Shid and Shak, i would like to thank you guys for inviting me. You guys are awesome to be with! Tam,Ren,Joan and the rest this one is for you fuys for not coming /'''\. hehe!

batteries and dorks :P

Me,Shobs,Joanne,Ren,Shidah and Renu had fun during physics! We actually watched a movie! Sydney White is one superb movie! And we laughed so much! Then,fun was disrupted by my lappie...Lappie shutted down all of a sudden as the battery was low. I remember charging it fully last night. And the girls were like wth! Haha! i almost got myself screwed! Luckily,Shidah had her Mac! so we continued watching the movie on her lappie. Thanks to you,Shid! And yeah,Pig i know you'll be thinking what a lousy lappie i have! Lappie is not lousy and i love him very much k! It costed my me a fortune to get it. And i went thru hell begging my dad for it,HAHAHA! Damn...i remember the sufferings i went thru... Never want to go thru it again.Hehe :P

In class,Shobsy was listening to my ipod and just after three songs the ipod just died. Damn...Haha! I know she wanted to kill me then :P

During Math my calc was nowhere to be seen and shobsy asked where my calculator is. I told her that my calculator's battery is gone too. And,yeah. That's the truth btw "P

I phoned mom to pick me up from the train station. And the next minute after putting the phone down,my phone died. loL!

It's like a curse or something. Clearly,today is not my day at all!
Piggy found 20cents on the floor believing that it is some sort of luck... Why didnt i find it...arrrgh!!!! the luck could have been on my side!

busy but fun day...

College today was good. Shobs did a good job with the videos. Good job ,guys for making our project a success!!! I should have taken a copy of the video to be posted here,bt yeah...i'm too smart for have not thought about it earlier...damn...
Pinkee,Raz,Lil Bro, and Shobsy played CS on my lappie :) How i wish i had CS Source too...It's is wayyy better than CS 1.6 with better graphics and etc...

During Moral Studies there was this dumb guy kept asking dumb and lame question which really pissed me and Ren off! For instance, he asked whether or not we must concentrate during classes? WTF! /'''\

Had lunch in Paparich. I always say that your pappa must be rich to eat in Paparich. It is true after all! I wasted 10 bucks for a crap curry mee!!!! Arrgh!!!! it's sucked!!!! All credits goes to Pinkee a.k.a Ipoh guy for suggesting.

I've got to say this. I'm so glad that i have friends like X and Y. Although we've known each other for like 5 months they've been so caring. They took the courage to confront me and ask why i look emo. I was all surprised at first as they're the loud and goofy type. loL! Their words of comfort helped me a lot! AND THIS IS HOW A FRIEND MUST BE!!!! Just wanna take this oppurtunity to thank both of you and i really like you guys very much! THANK YOU,GUYS!!!! I PROMISE THAT I'LL BE A GOOD FRIEND TOO!!! AND YOU GUYS CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON ME! X and Y you guys know who you are!!!!!

Next, this message goes to my bro. Just incase you drop by here :) You'll be back in two weeks time and i can't wait for you to come home! I've got something that i want to share with you!



um...actually you pay for it and i'll take the free one. Hehe!

dreams...

i wonder if dreams will be just dreams or will there be any chance for them to turn into reality?
i know i'm being very silly imagining stuffs and having high hopes. I just can't stop myself from doing them. Somehow dreaming makes me happy. And thinking whether it'll come true or not is nightmare.
I guess i'll continue to dream as it makes me happy. At the same time the question whether or not it'll come true i'll leave it aside. Well,i do believe in miracles. Hopefully,one will happen soon :)

Went to college today for LAN assignment. I JUST HATED SOMETHING SO BADLY TODAY! Never ask me what that is! I hated it so badly that i wish i wasnt there at all and i wish i never opened my mouth.
Actually,being quiet helps me in many ways. Firstly, i won't say anything that will result in bad remarks/replies. Secondly,ppl won't get hurt by my words. So,i guess i'll try talking less and definitely THINK BEFORE OPENING MY MOUTH! Damn!

Today was supposed to be a fun day but somehow i did not enjoy at all. I just don't know why...
CS was fun. Had fun "killing' the couples. lol! Sorry,shobsy :)

will dreams just be dreams?

tralala..

Feeling so much better after talking to Amutha... lol! We talked sooo much! i still can't believe how much she talks these days. haha! She used to be this quiet girl. But nowadays,she's totally opposite of what she used to be. Hahaha! And yeah,i also can't believe how brave she has become!!!! Ok,why i said that is supposed to be a secret :)

As for bio test, I've got nothing to comment on it. As USUAL, I screwed. What annoys me is that, although i know the answers i just couldn't put them into words!!! And that is so darn disappointing and annoying as well! Oh,well...it's just a test...

As for what happened in college...um...let me think...nothing much actually. As usual,Pinkee gets headshots. Shobsy was funny today! Lol! She was trying to speak like an indian from india. Haha!
I just don't know how she comes up with such crazy ideas! lol!

DAMN! I'M BORED.....

ignore my lame english.....

all in a day

sigh...another day filled with fun and laughter is going to come to an end soon, And i'm sitting here thinking if tomorrow will be like today and hopefully it'll be better!
Today was fun despite having LAN exam. Everyone seemed to be normal except for shobsy :p she was kinda um...quiet. Ok,i might be mistaken. lol! feel free to slap me tmrw shobsy :P Tamim,Spike,Raz and Farhan were normal. Um,i don't mean normal-normal i mean normal-"normal". They were crazy in their own ways as usual. Singing songs and teasing ppl like nobody's business.

Haha! i was impressed by how good Koh Kwun can speak tamil. At the same time i'm impressed by the words he know. Well,you don't want to know the words he know. As they're REALLY bad. hehe!

I lost two of my fav hairbands today. I bought them myself but both have sentimental values which i can't state here.. Arrrgh!!!!! i'm so darn dumb for have losing those bands!!!! Geez!

Harry was bitten by a stray dog and his eye came out! Yes,the eye came out! Poor little fella! He's ok now. And i hope he gets well soon.

That's all for now. I shall stop here and get prepared for bio tmrw :P

regrets

arrrgh!!!!! feeling terrible nowadays!!! it is so hard to explain what i'm feeling!!!
I've just realised that certain things are best kept as secrets. I regret for have said something to someone. It would have been better if i would have just kept my mouth shut. Definately it would have been somehow torturous. At the same time i would have felt more peaceful and less emotional. Things are never the same again ever since. I believe that there's nothing i can do to amend the situation and i guess i just have to move on with regrets. And,i hope as time goes on things will get better.
For now i just want to get out of this hell and move on. Somehow everytime i try,i fail to succeed. The saying goes, time heals all wounds. I find this to be untrue. I think time heals old pain, while it creates new ones.

-SICK OF EVERYTHING THAT'S GOING ON AROUND ME,WHY CANT LIFE GET ANY BETTER!!!???-

countdown starts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

had fun talking to my neighbours just now! well,they're just kids(approximately 7-9 years old). but seriously,their crazy antics and blabbers made me laugh!!!!!! i'm amazed by how they can be so happy and contented! i wanna be a kid and wanna have more kids as my friend!!!!!!

we've came up with a plan! we will be meeting up at 12 to play firecrackers!!!!!!!! woooooohoooo!!!
shag seemes to be excited as well!!!! he sleeps then gets up watch us being busy then sleeps again then gets up again. he used to be afraid of the sounds made by the firecrackers. but he seems to have got used to the sounds.

i'll stop here and continue soon :)
i'm sorry,i know my post sounds lame. hehe :)

happiness

Deepavali fever is finally here!!! Ppl have started playing firecrackers and it is very deafening! It can get worst than this during CNY! Somehow I find it fun and I do enjoy watching ppl playing firecrackers! Dad bought some as well! Will be playing firecrackers with bro on Friday night.
No worries Shak I wont burn down any house. And surprisingly Shobsy still have not gone shopping yet!!!!

College today was fun! Ron,Shob,Joan,Shuying and myself played cards during Physics! Gosh! It was fun! Well, half the time I was on the ipod. But I did enjoy watching them play. I’m not sure what the game is called. But,it sound something like chee cheong fun.

I wonder how some ppl can have the ability to make others laugh!!!!!!! I wish I had the ability to do so!!!!! Making other ppl happy makes me happy! At the same time seeing ppl happy makes me happy too! I want to be surrounded by happy people so that I can be happy! I want to be happy so that everyone around me can be happy at the same time. Life’s about being happy. I’m not sure if I’m happy right now. But I know I’m not sad or feeling emo. I’m feeling empty.
I guess I’ve got nothing else to blabber. And I don’t want to flood my blog with my emo/dumb posts. So,I guess I’ll stop here and go watch a movie! PEACE!!!

happiness

I'm so glad that things are moving on pretty well just the way I wanted. People around me are making my life happier. Well,not all. but I would say that 90% of them are really making me a lot happier these days. I know things can change in a split second. So i'd rather keep my distance and be prepared for whatever that can happen. I just don't want to go through hell anymore.

Emo-attacks are normal these days. They come and go and i try my best to not give a damn about it.
There's no cure for it neither there is a way to avoid it. So' i'll just let it come and go whenever it feels like coming. I'll let life run it's course. I'll follow it whichever way it wants to go and stop thinking about what's going to happen.

I'll be signing up for the SPCA voluntary thingy soon. BFF has been very busy with exams lately and i've not spoken to her for the past two weeks. I need to talk to her very badly. She'll be back next week. And hopefully we can meet up somewhere.
We really need a day out.

Lol! Spike actually spent RM400 in just two weeks! And he is not sure himself where the money went. Haha!

-perplexed once again-

Me is happy!!!!

i just can't put what i'm feeling into words right now!!!!!!!! i'm so happy for someone i'm really close to. i can't say who that is or what is making me so happy! i'll tell you ppl when i'm allowed to...but till then just wait :P
went to Noodle Station today and had soooo much of laughter! first we went to Old Town got ourselves sitted and began looking at the menu. Then out of nowhere someone suggested that we go to NS. So we just walked out of OT like nobody's business. i was hoping that the waitresses there don't come running with a broom or curse us :P
Tamim and Spikey cracks crazy jokes! I told Tamim that he's such a chicken backside and he said luckily i did not say cow's backside! lol! and that made me burst out!!!! That might sound lame,but i find it seriously funny!
that's all for now. i can't find anything decent to post.

how i wish i can go back in time and go thru it once again...

deepavali fever!!!

woooot!!!!!!! had sooooo much of fun!!!! just finished painting with dad! had sooo much of laughter just now! Dad and me burst out laughing when we saw the colour of the paint mom bought. She bought a chilly red for the gates. It was so darn bright that me and dad couldn't sop laughing and began teasing her. The colour was gaudy. Sorry mom. So,dad and me went out to get the colour changed. We bought brown for the grill and ivory for the walls. It's been very long since me and dad had soo much of fun and spent time together. And i'm so darn happy today as i finally had the chance to spend time with him. And i wanted to ask him to take me to the petshops like he used to. But i kept my mouth shut as there were many work and preparations to be done.
Shag helped us too... by getting himself covered with paint :P now we have to think of a way to clean it away...arrgh!!!!

i helped dad with painting and bro helped mum with murrukus:P how ironic :P
oh,ya! i wore my fav green BG shirt and now there are paint stains on it!!!!!!! sigh...
managed to persuade dad to buy fire crackers for deepavali.
But deepavali this year is gonna be sooooooooooooooooooooo bored. Big bro won't be around...arrgh... I miss him a lot...
However we're inviting an orphanage to the house. Dad chartered a bus(if i'm not mistaken). Estimated, around 20 kids will be joining us for deepavali. So,it won't be that bored after all.
I asked dad if it's ok for me to join SPCA for volutary jobs on Saturdays. And surprisingly he said go ahead!!!!!! And today i received a mail frm SPCA regarding that. i'll post it here later.

the day we became butchers

although we had so much of fun chopping,slicing and molesting(lol!) cow's heart today currently i'm not in the mood to blog and i hope shak updates his blog so that everyone can know what happened exactly.
sorry ppl!

friends and their crazy antics

wooooott!!!!! Today was nothing but pure fun and laughter! Shobs,Ren and me had fun singing our hearts out during break in the discussion room. Hopefully no one heard us so that they won't think that PM12 students are a bunch of lunatics,lol!. managed to take videos. unfortunately i was told not to post it on FB as it is so darn embarassing,lol! unfortunately we became bored and decided to go to class instead. Then Shobs decided to switch off the lights and talk ghost stories. Instead of crapping ghost stories we began listening to songs and started singing again( in the dark!)
C7 became a temporary disco.haha! then the physics geniuses came and joined the fun and Farhan ran around snapping pictures and to be honest the flash from his cam was so darn bright that i can go blind!

Oh,ya! we dropped by Guradian during break to get surgical gloves and Nat told me she's gonna get me OT for christmas!!!! Don't ask me what OT is!!!!! i almost burst out laughing but i did not as many ppl were there and again i don't want ppl to think i'm cuckoo!

the good old ones

This whole week has been about meeting up old friends. The happiness you get after ages of searching for them is undescribeable. First i met Atiqah in the train but i was so damn dumb for not approaching her. And i still swear at myself thinking about it. Secondly i managed to find Kas,Rish, and Leon on FB. I've managed to find few of my ex-teachers as well. And today had a good chat with Leon although i was never close to him.. Well, he still can't recall who i am. I don't blame him though. we've planned to meet up someday for bowling :P lol!

i've been feeling so much better these days, *touches wood*. Still having the emo-attack at times. All it takes to get rid of it is just will power and some decent songs. Hearing music has helped me in many ways. And to be honest no one consoles you better than hearing a decent music. However there's still ONE question lingering in my little mind. I'm so confused if whether i should blurt it out. Things are pretty calmed down now and i don't want my question to stir everything up again. i guess i'll just bury it deep down somewhere where i can never find it.

Managed to call Amu after days of not hearing her voice. i feel soooooo much better talking to her. Her words of comfort comforts me a lot.

Today was pretty much a normal day and i surprisingly i did Bio. Exams are in two months time and i shall start now or else i'll regret later. For now, all i want to do is study and nothing else. i shall keep all my nonsensical thoughts aside for now.

THE truth!

Finally... I’m just so glad that finally the truth has been revealed. I wasn’t prepared for it but somehow I knew something fishy was going on. I was VERY shocked and surprised at first.
But who am I to say anything. I’m unsure of what I should feel. Should I be glad that everything is over or should i be sad because it’ll never be the way I wanted?
However,I so much more relieved now although being a lil disappointed at the same time(for some unknown reasons). It’s time to move and go on with life. I’m consoling myself and trying not to take it seriously. I know if I did I’ll never walk of out it.
So,yeah. I’ll move on with life with much expectation..

thanks to for everything, ****!



-IT was a real joy and pain at the same time-

cravings

At the moment these are the things i'm craving for, they are:
~Donuts! (i can't live a day without eating them. i know i'm being a little too crazy about donuts. but,i can't help it. they taste fantastic! especially if it's Big Apple Donuts!)
~More holidays.(i know,even i can't believe i'm saying this. but i'm in need of more holidays so that i can watch more movies and so that i can sleep more. two weeks is just not enough.)
~Slumdog Millionaire.(somehow i accidentally deleted it. i've watched it only once. and i really liked the movie. hopefully my cuz drops by here so that i can take it from him. Again :P.
~A day out with my BFF.(it's been quite sometime since we spent time together. hopefully we can make it during deepavali hols.)
~A visit to all petshops in Klang!(well,i've visited all before with my dad. yes,all of them :P i really miss those days where dad used to take me to the petshops. sigh... yeah,i undersand that he's busy and so am i :( Hopefully we can one day.)
~A new phone. loL! i'm stuck with my current phone for like 2 years now(or more). and trust me. it's in a very bad condition. hehe.

um...these are the things i can think of right now. there might be more. i never know :P

my bff and ....

Lol! I just knew how crazy my bff can be at times. Lol! I don’t blame her. It’s the thing she’s going thru that made her such! She’s one funny gurl! I used to think that she’s this quiet,hardworking nerd! My mistake. She turned out to be this hell of a funny,funky,absurd,crazy piglet! Hahahaha! But,honestly she is capable of doing weird and crazy things! Trust me!!! She’s one of the most caring person I’ve met in my life! We had/have many similarities. Don’t ask me what are those. There’re just too many too list down. Currently we have only one similarity. We’re going thru the hardest phase in our lives. She knows what I’m talking about. And I bet you don’t,hehe! I’m feeling really guilty for not being able to go out with her during holidays. I seriously hope we can meet up during deepavali hols.
Sorry. I can’t find anything decent to post. And I don’t want to post anything related to what happened today because basically today was nothing but pure boredom. The only fun thing I did today was running around the field with Shag. Lol! He gets excited at almost everything and anything. Yesterday I almost fell down because of him. I brought him for walk yesterday and he was leashed as usual. Out of nowhere this ice cream man came. And as usual shag got excited for no reason and began chasing him. And then you can predict what would have happened. Lol! Luckily no one was around. If not I would have been dead! loL!

smokey's debut !

I guess it is time to introduce who smokey a.k.a smoe a.k.a smellybum(lol!ignore this :P) is!
-there should be a video here. but the stupid photobucket just wouldn't upload. i'll upload it sometime later-


He's apporximately 9 months old. My friend didn't want him, so, i took him instead. um...don't ask me why she didn't want him. It's one looooong story and i'm not in the mood to talk explain it right now. i got him just 2 months after i lost sharkie and getting him then was just too soon. At the same time i didn't want my friend to return back smoe to that irresponsible,stupid petshop that gives people wrong iformation(and my friend was one of the victim). So after deliberating with mum and dad, they finally agreed(which totally amazed me especially my mom!)). i had really a tough time accepting him into my life because he had a personality which totally differs from sharkie's. He was the reserved type,very quiet,had baaaaaad eating habits and the list just goes on. I knew he had tough time accepting me into his life too just like i did.
And then i knew i can't just give up and i knew i was being so very unfair to smoe. And i took the courage to get to know him better. I spent time everyday with him. Hand-fed his favourite treat(which are sunflower seeds) ,let him scurry around my room like it is nobody's business and increased his playtime everyday. And to be honest my hardwork did pay off!
He actually had this crazy, one of a kind personality just like sharkie did. It is just that i didn't know it! Finally we got to know each other!!! Nowadays, when it is 10pm you can actually see him standing with his hind legs staring up looking for me. and if i didn't show up he has a second plan, which is biting the cage bar(which actually makes an irritating rattling sound). see how smart smoe is! he begs me to get him out of the cage so that he can have his time exploring my room and climbing onto my books and actually chewed them away few times!

I'm so glad for have taken him! if not i would have known such a wonderful character!! here are some piccies of him
note: do not be fooled by his innocent looks because he's not as innocent as you may think,lol! he's one little brat!





standing by his hind legs waiting for me to get him out!



his new crib!


hope you enjoyed them and i'll surely upload more whne i'm in the mood to do so. till then,bye-bye!

sharkie

Sharkie, it’s been a year since you left us and I wished it didn't have to end this way. i do miss you a lot and i wish i can do something to gain you back. you left just too soon. And I am missing your crazy antics. you were such a real character. i remember you used to wait for me to come back so that you can get your share of treat,i remember how you used to beg me so i can get you out of your cage. i remember how reluctant you would get to get back in. i remember how fast you speed in your wheel. i remember that you loved grooming yourself while sitting on my lap. I remember how you loved to scurry around my room. You’re never gone,my boy! You will always remain in me for life! i remember you for what you are and for what you used to be. You brought me pure joy and happiness, you always kept me contented and I believe i did so to you. You left too soon. I wish I could have done something to gain you back. Will I ever see you looking up at me and say"are you going to bring me out?". i just want you to know that I never stopped thinking of you so do the others who loves you as much. And no one can and will never stop thinking of you for what you’re brought us which is joy. You made me understand how little hearts like you can make the world a better place to be. I’m missing you baby! I know you’re always here watching over shaggy,smokey and me. I know you’re still here and will never leave. Please stay with us we need you. I’m sorry for what I’ve done. I’m sorry if I made you unhappy. I’m sorry if I hurt you. i hoped you lived a happy life with me. i had the best days of my life with you. and i can never forget those days. and i'll always cherish them.
I love,loved and loving you more now. I love you my baby boy!

not a bad day after all...

I’m a little bored...so I’ll just blabber on what happened today(18/09/09). I’ll start from scratch. As a result of sleeping really late last night I woke up at 12. I had a tough time getting up. However I managed to get up when mum told me she was planning to go for some shopping. And I was so darn excited as It has been quite some time since we shopped together. Well, I seriously thought she’s going to do some serious shopping...i’ll get back to that later. And I woke had my bath,went to the table and saw nothing there(obviously there won’t be any because I woke up late...sigh..) and logged in onto Facebook and checked for any latest updates. Before I could check, mum told it is time to leave. And so I got prepared. Jumped into a pair of comfortable shorts( the weather is scorching hot, definitely I wouldn’t want to wear anything long) and left. I almost fainted when mum told me where she’s heading to. She was heading to LITTLE INDIA. Ok,for those of you who don’t know what Little India is,it is basically the INDIA of Selangor where you can find a whole lot of Indian shops selling goods and traditional funky coloured clothes. Damn! I never like to go there when it’s hot. Mainly because you can barely find a place to park and an end up parking under the sun and end up getting baked like a chicken. You can die of heat-stroke! So, mum bought some groceries and some prayer stuffs and we left LITTLE INDIA. So,bye INDIA! Next we headed to Giant(hypermarket) and I was so very pleased now! As I can now see some things which are way more civilised(you’ll get what I’m trying to say when you place your foot on LITTLE INDIA). And we continued our so-called shopping and returned back home. So,overall shopping was not fun at all! Because I thought mum wanted to get me new clothes! Well, things don’t happen as planned at times right...gosh...so,went back and prepared for tuition. Turned out to be I was the only a-level student. And I was keeping my fingers crossed hoping that the teacher won’t ask me any questions, and thank god my prayers were answered! We did Chemical Bonding today. Pretty interesting and and ...ok,no further comments. Oh,crap! Did I mention that Jackass did not do what he supposed to do????!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn!!!!! He’s gonna get hurt real bad! He’s supposed to confess his EHEM to someone and he did all the preparation he could and even asked assistance from me(which I had fun doing,lol!) and god knows why he cancelled his plan! Basically my day was way better than yesterday tho because I actually got myself to do something which is helping my mum with her shopping(although I wasn’t happy) Ok,I’m getting bored now. I would rather go revise my chem now. Chaooo!

typical saturday

i got up as per normal today which was at 11...ate my breakey and right now i'm blogging...i haven't plan anything for today. but, in my mind i've been thinking of revising my biology. and as i type this i really wish i'll have a great saturday. i'm so sick of doing the same thing everyday and i wish my life is more exciting. here's a list of things that i do everyday: get up, go to school,come back,study,eat then go to bed. and weekends: get up,eat,watch television,study,eat,study again,watch television,take my dinner and off to bed. darn it! why can't my life be as exciting as others and i'm already so sick of it! and if it goes on like this i'm going to hate my life as if it's my enemy! i'm so pathetic, ain't i???!
please god! i need a difference!