Hols =)

Freedom at last. 2 months of study with no breaks was just hell. So,so glad it's over now. Yeah,but the worst part is that in 3 weeks time another semester is going to come by. And that is far,FAR worst. 6 months. 6 MONTHS! Can you imagine? And to top it off,there's Statistics which i simply loathe. But the best part is that there's Lab which i love :) No matter what i do,me and maths can NEVER(and in fact will never) get along.
Ok,i have no idea why i'm saying these when i'm supposed to be talking about my break :)

So,back to the topic. As i said there are just 3 weeks of holidays (stingy them!). And i have not planned anything. Ok,maybe a few things. Which are
-Continue organ lessons which i left 2 years back.
-Bake(one of my latest ineterests)
-go for a short vacation somewhere (yet to be planned)
- Meet up with Gila Girls (which i'm REALLLY looking forward too )
-Finish up whatever books that i've bought early this year namely Mitch Albom's 5 People You Meet in Heaven,Cecilia Ahern's Thanks For The Memories and also If You Could See Me Know )
-and finally try on new food. As much as i can ;)

So yeah. Hope all goes well. Till then =)

Japanese in the making

Went for my first 5 agonising hours of Japanese class today. Man,it was fun! Embarassed myself when i was asked to get up and introduce myself IN JAPANESE! Got the words mixed up,lol. Pretty much everyone did mistakes though. And i must say that the writing part gets really confusing at times. Luckily the lecturers are patient and friendly enough.I'm happy that Japanese isnt as boring as i thought it would be. But it surely isnt easy. One thing for sure-I'm having fun!
Thats all for now and i shall go continue practising writing in Jap :D



Ignore the periodic table near my bed. I sleep with it everyday :) Hee :D

Quick update =)

Aloha people. Dropping by for a quick update(was forced to do so actually,lol ).
Started my second sem in UTAR last Monday. I least expected it would go well. Surprisingly all went well. Had fun. Laughed out loud.Saw some major changes in some people and the best of all went lepaking in Ipoh. Thanks to a friend of mine who offered to drive us 4 people there in her tiny Kelisa =)
It was our first time in Ipoh, so, yeah there were some confusion and all but we managed to get there.
Did some window shopping in Ipoh's little India and had a good meal at OTWC :) It kinda reminded me of the OTWC in SS15 :( Sigh. Damn i miss that place.

Speaking about 2nd semester at the same time to keep things simple-7 weeks,3 subjects(in which one of it is Japanese)and no breaks.

So much for an update =p anyways,till i blog again :) Bye!

Shaggy Smellyface

I can't believe it has been 2 months since my last post. Today is a very special day. My little guy down there turned 3 today =) I can't believe how much he has grown. It has been almost 3 months now i'm in Kampar and i just can't and in fact will not stop missing him. I miss taking him for walks,bringing him for car rides and playing with him. As crazy as it sounds I look forward for weekends just to be with him =)
I know he can't see this but i'll still post it.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,SHAG! I'm sorry i'm late and i'm sorry i can't be with you this year. But i do hope you'll have fun with mom and dad and i'm sure they'll spoil you just as much =) I promise i'll get something for you when i come back =)
God Bless You <3

Day1

Surprisngly,i had a good night's sleep despite being in a new place.Had my bath,took my breaky,yada yada and then decided to go explore a bit. There's a park nearby the lake. So,i decided to go there. The whole place was quiet. Just me and the fishes.Oh,ya.And a gardener ==". The park was nice. Trees,hedges,pond,birds,fishes,a huge,huge lake, bla bla bla.
Ok,enough said about the park.

Orientation starts tomorrow and goes on for a week. And i have no idea how i'm going to go. It's walking distance. But then for me it's still freaking far! To give you an idea,it's like walking from Taylor's all the way to KTM,TWICE! So,yep. I'll go figure something out for tomorrow later. I'll either have to get a lift.Or wake up early and start walking! Arrgh.

The lake. The grey buildings are where i'm gonna be for the next 3 YEARS.sigh. I shall post more pics later on.(click to enlarge)

The view from my room.

TUC

On Friday I dropped by college to collect my cert and to visit as many lecturers(mainly Mr.Rajah,lol) possible. So unfortunate of me,all the lecturers i want to see were busy with exams and stuff... That's so disappointing. I don't know if i'll be able to meet them after this. Sigh...
College has changed eversince we left. Our beloved cafe is taken over by Mediterranean now. There are study rooms(with glass doors) like on EVERY floor. That's like so cool. The hedge in front of PM12's class is now gone. I have no idea why. It's just gone. It looks so bare now. The student lounge has been extended. And um...i'm not sure. These are the major ones i noticed. I'm not sure if there are any.
I went to the labs(the ones in SAM garden) to see if Mr.Rajah was there and that was when i remembered that the labs were being used for exams and he will for sure not be there. Aduhai...
Excuse the picture. I should have taken a better one.

I don't want to let it go. Please...

factofthedayplusalittleupdate =D

If i haven't told you this now i will. The highlight of my driving lesson--->the instructor who thought me driving was the same instructor that thought my mom. That was way back in um...1993. Lol,you do the math. Isn't that awesome? We went to the same driving school and even got the same driving instructor. =)
So random i know.

Next,dad has allowed me to drive around. With one condition that i must leave my phone ON-ALL THE TIME(hahaha) and update him where on earth i am. Last Monday i drove to three temples all by myself. To be honest it was a little scary. Especially with all the huge trucks around. And the best part of driving is that i get to bring Shag for car rides EVERYDAY. You won't believe how much he loves car rides!
As for mom,she's still a little reluctant. I'm sure she'll be fine soon =)

ijustcantseemtoletitgo

I guess i need to let it go.There's no point holding on to it even after knowing i cant have it.
It really hurts to be unable to be what you've always wanted to be. And watching people achive their dreams makes me wonder if i've tried hard enough. That question remains a mystery. Or perhaps,it's true that i tried hard but then i was meant to do something else in life. I just don't know. Whatever it is,it's just so disappointing.

drivingmyheartout

Hello,there =) This blog has been left untouched for a few weeks now...I guess it's time for a little update.
I was slightly busy with driving lessons which i totally hated. I don't know why i even went for it. I completely lost my interest in driving two years back. It's not the instructor nor the car or anything else. It's just me. I just can't seem to get over my fear. EVERY SINGLE TIME i hold the steering i just go blank. Panic attack or whatever you call it. Sigh...
Dad's been a great help. He's been guiding me and giving me classes.And they did help build my confidence. I'm taking a step at a time. Hopefully everything goes well.
I got my PDL license like about two weeks back and i'm not allowed to drive 'out' yet. I'm only allowed to drive in the housing area for a week or two before i go out...That's kinda reasonable enough =)

everythinghappensforareason.

Yes,they do. But the worst part to wait for THE REASON to come along.
I guess the biggest mistake of mine is not having a second choice. I've been told repeatedly to have one.Yet,i could never be bothered.
Maybe i was meant to do something else in life and that is why all these are happening/has happened.
I'm going against the odds now =)

drivemyheartout

Hello,there =) This blog has been left untouched for a few weeks now...I guess it's time for a little update.
I was slightly busy with driving lessons which i totally hated. I don't know why i even went for it. I completely lost my interest in driving two years back. It's not the instructor nor the car or anything else. It's just me. I just can't seem to get over my fear. EVERY SINGLE TIME i hold the steering i just go blank. Panic attack or whatever you call it. Sigh...
Dad's been a great help. He's been guiding me and giving me classes.And they did help build my confidence. I'm taking a step at a time. Hopefully everything goes well.
I got my PDL license like about two days back and i'm not allowed to drive 'out' yet. I'm only allowed to drive in the housing area for a week or two before i go out...That's reasonable enough =)

darnflu

I sound like La Carlotta just before she brought the chandelier down -_____________-'.
Ok,fine. I sound like a toad. Big difference.
I have no idea how and where did i get this stoopid flu from. Sigh.

adaytoremember

Went out to Midvalley with my best bud last Saturday!! Woot woot! We waited for that day for almost two years! I don't consider the other outings as ''outing'' because all the other hang out spots are ALWAYS so freaking near!! Just 20mins away.Sigh. So yeah...thankfully our parents agreed to set us free this time. Hee =D

Despite not taking our breakfasts we managed to crap,rap,laugh,joke and all that jazz. Lol. To top it off,we also plotted to bring Stephanie Meyer (the one writes vampy stories?) down. Muahahaha! I shall elaborate on that later =D
I miss having long conversations with her. I mean how much can you talk on the phone. Its always different to have a real talk =)
And it was when finding a place to eat that it struck our minds that we should go for a movie. So,after deliberating yada yada we decided SANCTUM. 3D.
It was our first 3D movie. And last. Haha. I'm not sure about you guys,but it just wasnt worth it lah. Seriously. It could have been worth it if the movie is highly animated i think. As for me,i watched 3/4 of the movie without the glasses that made us all look like aliens. LOL. And it was super uncomfortable.

And...what else...oh,ya. We went to MPH. Bought a book each. And that will keep me occupied for the next few weeks to come =) And,we tried camwhoring. Looked like some unproffesional ones. Lol. No,i'm not gonna upload it here!
I was proud of myself that day! She forced me to try on dresses and i ESCAPED! Muahaha!!
She even gossipped about a girl next to her in Tamil without realising the girl was actually indian ==' hahaha. Lol,who cares =P

So,yeah ;)Thats all for now =)

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Have you ever wondered what does it feel like to be speaking to someone one day and getting to know that they're no more the other?

I never wondered either.But i know exactly what does it feel like.

We're all grieving over the demise of my neighbour's son and his gf.
We all had a wonderful time last week preparing for a prayer for their newly built temple. I even remember very well posting on this very blog and even on my MSN saying that i had an amazing night. It was. There were just laughter,music,random talks,food etc etc. It was the kind of night everyone wants.

And now,exactly one week later(Tues) this whole thing happened. They both are no more now. No one expected. I remember very well talking to his gf that night.
Things are now never going to be the same again for their families. I wish there was something someone could have done. I just don't have the thing to elaborate on what exactly happened. I might someday. When i'm okay.Sry...

May god bless their souls. They were great people.

Thankinggod2

Awesome night =)

They come into our lives for a short period of time and leave such huge footprints. I miss them.

whentimejustwontmovefast

This WHOLEEE thing is just insane!!! I can barely do anything! I slept at 12.12 and when i woke up it was just 12.48!! Wth! I'm hungry but i can't eat,i'm sleepy but i can't sleep and to top it off i have no one to talk to =( Waaaa =( Its okay,me understands :) everyone must be so tensed up too :(
And regrets are kicking in. Sigh...

livingonaprayer

From two months to few weeks to few days to just mere few hours. How things are going to be for the next 4 years depends on tomorrow. How the rest of my life is going to be depends on tomorrow.
I honestly don't know what to expect. All i can do now is hope and pray everyone did well.
I do believe in miracles and hoping to get one tomorrow.

I have completely lost interest in doing anything. Be it eating or watching tv. I'm gonna stay awake all night crying my heart out,lol. What else can i do? And i want to talk to Gila Girls sooooo badly!!!!

whatanight

Awesome,awesome night =)Met lots of people each of which with different characters and antics =)I shall elaborate on this sometime later.
Physically tired,Night Night,peeps :)

I forgot to mention that AS/A2 Results day event on FB is a cool,funny thing =)

ohlala

Music is the best drug anyone can ever have =)



P.S. I know i'm crappy.

herecomessleeplessnights

Hello,there =)
Here i am again blogging. Yeah,i know i've been blogging slightly more often than i used to.
Dropping by to say that i'm all alone now. Bros have gone back and i'm stuck at home with no one to crap with. And it's so plain boring now...
So i came up with a plan tonight. And with the grace of god i hope everything goes well =)
I'm not going to sleep for the next 5 hours(it's 12a.m. now). And all i'm going to do is watch movies (although if it has to be the ones i have watched before).
This is one of my ways to celebrate freedom while i can and before you-know-what.
So,yeah. Wish me luck people =)

Night night =)

friendsforlife =)

I'm just done chatting with Shobsy,Rahul and Aranee and i've realised how much i have missed and missing PM12 and the others :(
How i wish i could go back to the time where all we know was just laughing and crapping. Little did we cared or know about what was going to happen(lol,even if we did we couldnt have bothered i suppose :). And everyday was just different :)
Things definitely went hay-wire after THE DAY and it was never the same again. I know no matter what happens things can never go back to how it used to be. But i'm thankful as i've made some awesome friends who will be with me through thick and thin and you guys know who you are :)

I have a pic of you guys in my room and by just looking at that it kills me soo much :( From the bottom of my heart,I MISS YOU GUYS SOOOO MUCH!!!

Cheese

My love and life =)


The truth is finally out. Lol,yes i'm obsessed with cheese,Be it the normal lame cheddar cheese or any kind of cheese <3 I have my limits,though(at least i think i do) =)

OhNo.

Please,not again.

rainraindontgoaway

The weather for the past couple of weeks is just sooo heavenly <3 I wonder how long will it last like this.


I remember me saying how much i hated cold weather.lalala
=P

Gallivanting

Top three reasons why i LOATHE shopping

-tiresome
-i CAN'T make my mind on the spot
-i HATE it soooo freaking much when the salesperson follows customers almost everywhere. I mean...please i have no intention in stealing or whatsoever. damn.
P.S It's not like i'm a shopping person anyway.

And yesterday i decided to go to midvalley all by MYSELF,ALONE,UNACCOMPANIED,UNCHAPERONED(unsuitable i know). And tbh,i don't know whether or not i enjoyed it. It was um....idk...lol. Go figure. Try going all by yourself and see =)
Spent two hours(too much?little?) to just walk around the whole mall. Tiring but it was a different experience altogether. And i bought NOTHING. Nothing at all. Told you i can't make my mind :) I did buy a few things to munch on,though.

So yeah...bye.

a huge,huge LOL

Omg....found an old,old document full of unposted blog craps in my lappie. How sickening. And they brought back the entire emotion i have left 1 year ago. There was also this unexplainable gush of feelings. To be honest they made me giggle. And thinking of how stupid,silly and immature i was makes me smack my head =)

=(

If they could live on LOVE they will live forever

I want to get lost and never find my way back

Here comes another year.