THE truth!

Finally... I’m just so glad that finally the truth has been revealed. I wasn’t prepared for it but somehow I knew something fishy was going on. I was VERY shocked and surprised at first.
But who am I to say anything. I’m unsure of what I should feel. Should I be glad that everything is over or should i be sad because it’ll never be the way I wanted?
However,I so much more relieved now although being a lil disappointed at the same time(for some unknown reasons). It’s time to move and go on with life. I’m consoling myself and trying not to take it seriously. I know if I did I’ll never walk of out it.
So,yeah. I’ll move on with life with much expectation..

thanks to for everything, ****!



-IT was a real joy and pain at the same time-

cravings

At the moment these are the things i'm craving for, they are:
~Donuts! (i can't live a day without eating them. i know i'm being a little too crazy about donuts. but,i can't help it. they taste fantastic! especially if it's Big Apple Donuts!)
~More holidays.(i know,even i can't believe i'm saying this. but i'm in need of more holidays so that i can watch more movies and so that i can sleep more. two weeks is just not enough.)
~Slumdog Millionaire.(somehow i accidentally deleted it. i've watched it only once. and i really liked the movie. hopefully my cuz drops by here so that i can take it from him. Again :P.
~A day out with my BFF.(it's been quite sometime since we spent time together. hopefully we can make it during deepavali hols.)
~A visit to all petshops in Klang!(well,i've visited all before with my dad. yes,all of them :P i really miss those days where dad used to take me to the petshops. sigh... yeah,i undersand that he's busy and so am i :( Hopefully we can one day.)
~A new phone. loL! i'm stuck with my current phone for like 2 years now(or more). and trust me. it's in a very bad condition. hehe.

um...these are the things i can think of right now. there might be more. i never know :P

my bff and ....

Lol! I just knew how crazy my bff can be at times. Lol! I don’t blame her. It’s the thing she’s going thru that made her such! She’s one funny gurl! I used to think that she’s this quiet,hardworking nerd! My mistake. She turned out to be this hell of a funny,funky,absurd,crazy piglet! Hahahaha! But,honestly she is capable of doing weird and crazy things! Trust me!!! She’s one of the most caring person I’ve met in my life! We had/have many similarities. Don’t ask me what are those. There’re just too many too list down. Currently we have only one similarity. We’re going thru the hardest phase in our lives. She knows what I’m talking about. And I bet you don’t,hehe! I’m feeling really guilty for not being able to go out with her during holidays. I seriously hope we can meet up during deepavali hols.
Sorry. I can’t find anything decent to post. And I don’t want to post anything related to what happened today because basically today was nothing but pure boredom. The only fun thing I did today was running around the field with Shag. Lol! He gets excited at almost everything and anything. Yesterday I almost fell down because of him. I brought him for walk yesterday and he was leashed as usual. Out of nowhere this ice cream man came. And as usual shag got excited for no reason and began chasing him. And then you can predict what would have happened. Lol! Luckily no one was around. If not I would have been dead! loL!

smokey's debut !

I guess it is time to introduce who smokey a.k.a smoe a.k.a smellybum(lol!ignore this :P) is!
-there should be a video here. but the stupid photobucket just wouldn't upload. i'll upload it sometime later-


He's apporximately 9 months old. My friend didn't want him, so, i took him instead. um...don't ask me why she didn't want him. It's one looooong story and i'm not in the mood to talk explain it right now. i got him just 2 months after i lost sharkie and getting him then was just too soon. At the same time i didn't want my friend to return back smoe to that irresponsible,stupid petshop that gives people wrong iformation(and my friend was one of the victim). So after deliberating with mum and dad, they finally agreed(which totally amazed me especially my mom!)). i had really a tough time accepting him into my life because he had a personality which totally differs from sharkie's. He was the reserved type,very quiet,had baaaaaad eating habits and the list just goes on. I knew he had tough time accepting me into his life too just like i did.
And then i knew i can't just give up and i knew i was being so very unfair to smoe. And i took the courage to get to know him better. I spent time everyday with him. Hand-fed his favourite treat(which are sunflower seeds) ,let him scurry around my room like it is nobody's business and increased his playtime everyday. And to be honest my hardwork did pay off!
He actually had this crazy, one of a kind personality just like sharkie did. It is just that i didn't know it! Finally we got to know each other!!! Nowadays, when it is 10pm you can actually see him standing with his hind legs staring up looking for me. and if i didn't show up he has a second plan, which is biting the cage bar(which actually makes an irritating rattling sound). see how smart smoe is! he begs me to get him out of the cage so that he can have his time exploring my room and climbing onto my books and actually chewed them away few times!

I'm so glad for have taken him! if not i would have known such a wonderful character!! here are some piccies of him
note: do not be fooled by his innocent looks because he's not as innocent as you may think,lol! he's one little brat!





standing by his hind legs waiting for me to get him out!



his new crib!


hope you enjoyed them and i'll surely upload more whne i'm in the mood to do so. till then,bye-bye!

sharkie

Sharkie, it’s been a year since you left us and I wished it didn't have to end this way. i do miss you a lot and i wish i can do something to gain you back. you left just too soon. And I am missing your crazy antics. you were such a real character. i remember you used to wait for me to come back so that you can get your share of treat,i remember how you used to beg me so i can get you out of your cage. i remember how reluctant you would get to get back in. i remember how fast you speed in your wheel. i remember that you loved grooming yourself while sitting on my lap. I remember how you loved to scurry around my room. You’re never gone,my boy! You will always remain in me for life! i remember you for what you are and for what you used to be. You brought me pure joy and happiness, you always kept me contented and I believe i did so to you. You left too soon. I wish I could have done something to gain you back. Will I ever see you looking up at me and say"are you going to bring me out?". i just want you to know that I never stopped thinking of you so do the others who loves you as much. And no one can and will never stop thinking of you for what you’re brought us which is joy. You made me understand how little hearts like you can make the world a better place to be. I’m missing you baby! I know you’re always here watching over shaggy,smokey and me. I know you’re still here and will never leave. Please stay with us we need you. I’m sorry for what I’ve done. I’m sorry if I made you unhappy. I’m sorry if I hurt you. i hoped you lived a happy life with me. i had the best days of my life with you. and i can never forget those days. and i'll always cherish them.
I love,loved and loving you more now. I love you my baby boy!

not a bad day after all...

I’m a little bored...so I’ll just blabber on what happened today(18/09/09). I’ll start from scratch. As a result of sleeping really late last night I woke up at 12. I had a tough time getting up. However I managed to get up when mum told me she was planning to go for some shopping. And I was so darn excited as It has been quite some time since we shopped together. Well, I seriously thought she’s going to do some serious shopping...i’ll get back to that later. And I woke had my bath,went to the table and saw nothing there(obviously there won’t be any because I woke up late...sigh..) and logged in onto Facebook and checked for any latest updates. Before I could check, mum told it is time to leave. And so I got prepared. Jumped into a pair of comfortable shorts( the weather is scorching hot, definitely I wouldn’t want to wear anything long) and left. I almost fainted when mum told me where she’s heading to. She was heading to LITTLE INDIA. Ok,for those of you who don’t know what Little India is,it is basically the INDIA of Selangor where you can find a whole lot of Indian shops selling goods and traditional funky coloured clothes. Damn! I never like to go there when it’s hot. Mainly because you can barely find a place to park and an end up parking under the sun and end up getting baked like a chicken. You can die of heat-stroke! So, mum bought some groceries and some prayer stuffs and we left LITTLE INDIA. So,bye INDIA! Next we headed to Giant(hypermarket) and I was so very pleased now! As I can now see some things which are way more civilised(you’ll get what I’m trying to say when you place your foot on LITTLE INDIA). And we continued our so-called shopping and returned back home. So,overall shopping was not fun at all! Because I thought mum wanted to get me new clothes! Well, things don’t happen as planned at times right...gosh...so,went back and prepared for tuition. Turned out to be I was the only a-level student. And I was keeping my fingers crossed hoping that the teacher won’t ask me any questions, and thank god my prayers were answered! We did Chemical Bonding today. Pretty interesting and and ...ok,no further comments. Oh,crap! Did I mention that Jackass did not do what he supposed to do????!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn!!!!! He’s gonna get hurt real bad! He’s supposed to confess his EHEM to someone and he did all the preparation he could and even asked assistance from me(which I had fun doing,lol!) and god knows why he cancelled his plan! Basically my day was way better than yesterday tho because I actually got myself to do something which is helping my mum with her shopping(although I wasn’t happy) Ok,I’m getting bored now. I would rather go revise my chem now. Chaooo!