Sifu says...

Since my sifu wants me to post up the pics,i'll follow as he says.

a trip to randomland....

I'm not going to talk about yesterday's test. As usual i **c**d!!!! Oh,well...it's just a test.
I better start burrying my head into the books now or else i'll be burried...

As for the trip to Midvalley yesterday,we had fun despite the tiredness. Credits goes to Shak for suggesting. Our trip was ruined by the bloody KTM! **** YOU,KTM!!!!!! Payed 22 bucks just for transportation(taxi)!!!!! gosh!!!!

Pinkee began going WHOA once we reached. Hey,is this your first time or something??? okok,i understand,ipoh doesnt have shopping malls rite...hehe!
We ended up walking all around midvalley looking for Chillis. When we finally found the place,we got ourselves seated,glanced through the menu and then decided to escape! We almost threw up looking at the prices!!! Damn! 20 bucks just for a drink?????? Arrgh!!!! 36 bucks for a meal???! So we just escaped like nobody's business. I was hoping so badly that no one comes chasing us with a broom!
Then we headed to Kenny Roger's. Got ourselves seated,ordered the food and devoured!!! We were so darn hungry!!!! The vanilla muffin was heavenly!!!And yeah, the food was awesome too!
As were getting ready to walk out shob's bag just flew out of nowhere. Lol! We created a scene!

I began bursting into laughter so did everyone else! HAHA! Ppl there might have thought that Taylorians are a bunch of cuckoos! That was hilarious!

Then,all of us just did some window shopping. Visited Toys R Us. As usual we got excited looking at some stuffs and ended up being a kiddo for a moment. That was fun!
So then we decided to head back home as it was already raining.

Here comes our worst nightmare. The bloody train was delayed and when it came it was freaking packed!!!! Worse than a sardine can!!!!!

Then one of the geniuses suggested we take taxi instead. So we got the train tickets returned and hopped onto a taxi. The ride was seriously AWESOME! Worth paying for!

I think Seremban ppl are suffering from a serious laughing disorder. Shidah and myself were laughing like hell! Firstly,she laid her hands on Shobs leg thinking that it was an armrest.lol! Secondly she laughed so much after seeing a lorry/van with SHAKTI MASALA written on it.

We just couldnt find a way to stop ourselves from laughing! The driver must have been laughing too. Or he might have thought that we're just crazy.Lol!

Shobs was busy sleeping at the back and Raz was um...i dunno he was just too emo yesterday...Wait...did i forget anyone?? Oh,ya! Pinkee was busy with his ipod and was unaware of the serious laughter at the back i think. Ok,maybe he was...
So,we gathered at KTM station in Subang because Pinkee wanted to buy ticket. He wanted to go back where his heart belongs,IPOH!

Then,Raz,Shidah and Pinkee left. Leaving me and Shobsy behind. We were too tired that we just began halucinating and crapping. Yes halucinating! We can see bright lights but no train. Then our worst nightmare happened! An announcement saying that the train will be delayed for another 20 mins!!!! WTF!!!!!!!! We were so heartbroken and disappointed that we began singing songs. lol! seriously!

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge or breaking down

No one there's to save you

No you dunno what is like,

Welcome to my life

We just sang our hearts out... Thank god,the train arrived in just 5 minutes instead of 20 minutes!!! i was like wth!!! is this some kind of a prank or what???!!!!

The train was damn packed. We couldnt take it anymore and started begging ppl to move in. Luckily there was this kind lady gave us a place to stand. May god bless you!!!!!

So,i reached home at 8.30pm. Being a good girl i had my bath,prayed and started studying. lol! Then out of nowhere mom came and began questioning me why i came back late and stuffs...

haix...had tough time explaining to her. As a result of my stupidity, i am grounded. No outing for the next few days...ARRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My plans to hang out with Amu is ruined... WHY WHY WHY??????? AAAAAA!!!!!!!

ok,i'm so darn lazy to type any longer. I hope i didnt miss out anything. If i did pls let me know i'll edit when i have the time or mood.
Shobs,Raz,Shid and Shak, i would like to thank you guys for inviting me. You guys are awesome to be with! Tam,Ren,Joan and the rest this one is for you fuys for not coming /'''\. hehe!

batteries and dorks :P

Me,Shobs,Joanne,Ren,Shidah and Renu had fun during physics! We actually watched a movie! Sydney White is one superb movie! And we laughed so much! Then,fun was disrupted by my lappie...Lappie shutted down all of a sudden as the battery was low. I remember charging it fully last night. And the girls were like wth! Haha! i almost got myself screwed! Luckily,Shidah had her Mac! so we continued watching the movie on her lappie. Thanks to you,Shid! And yeah,Pig i know you'll be thinking what a lousy lappie i have! Lappie is not lousy and i love him very much k! It costed my me a fortune to get it. And i went thru hell begging my dad for it,HAHAHA! Damn...i remember the sufferings i went thru... Never want to go thru it again.Hehe :P

In class,Shobsy was listening to my ipod and just after three songs the ipod just died. Damn...Haha! I know she wanted to kill me then :P

During Math my calc was nowhere to be seen and shobsy asked where my calculator is. I told her that my calculator's battery is gone too. And,yeah. That's the truth btw "P

I phoned mom to pick me up from the train station. And the next minute after putting the phone down,my phone died. loL!

It's like a curse or something. Clearly,today is not my day at all!
Piggy found 20cents on the floor believing that it is some sort of luck... Why didnt i find it...arrrgh!!!! the luck could have been on my side!

busy but fun day...

College today was good. Shobs did a good job with the videos. Good job ,guys for making our project a success!!! I should have taken a copy of the video to be posted here,bt yeah...i'm too smart for have not thought about it earlier...damn...
Pinkee,Raz,Lil Bro, and Shobsy played CS on my lappie :) How i wish i had CS Source too...It's is wayyy better than CS 1.6 with better graphics and etc...

During Moral Studies there was this dumb guy kept asking dumb and lame question which really pissed me and Ren off! For instance, he asked whether or not we must concentrate during classes? WTF! /'''\

Had lunch in Paparich. I always say that your pappa must be rich to eat in Paparich. It is true after all! I wasted 10 bucks for a crap curry mee!!!! Arrgh!!!! it's sucked!!!! All credits goes to Pinkee a.k.a Ipoh guy for suggesting.

I've got to say this. I'm so glad that i have friends like X and Y. Although we've known each other for like 5 months they've been so caring. They took the courage to confront me and ask why i look emo. I was all surprised at first as they're the loud and goofy type. loL! Their words of comfort helped me a lot! AND THIS IS HOW A FRIEND MUST BE!!!! Just wanna take this oppurtunity to thank both of you and i really like you guys very much! THANK YOU,GUYS!!!! I PROMISE THAT I'LL BE A GOOD FRIEND TOO!!! AND YOU GUYS CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON ME! X and Y you guys know who you are!!!!!

Next, this message goes to my bro. Just incase you drop by here :) You'll be back in two weeks time and i can't wait for you to come home! I've got something that i want to share with you!



um...actually you pay for it and i'll take the free one. Hehe!

dreams...

i wonder if dreams will be just dreams or will there be any chance for them to turn into reality?
i know i'm being very silly imagining stuffs and having high hopes. I just can't stop myself from doing them. Somehow dreaming makes me happy. And thinking whether it'll come true or not is nightmare.
I guess i'll continue to dream as it makes me happy. At the same time the question whether or not it'll come true i'll leave it aside. Well,i do believe in miracles. Hopefully,one will happen soon :)

Went to college today for LAN assignment. I JUST HATED SOMETHING SO BADLY TODAY! Never ask me what that is! I hated it so badly that i wish i wasnt there at all and i wish i never opened my mouth.
Actually,being quiet helps me in many ways. Firstly, i won't say anything that will result in bad remarks/replies. Secondly,ppl won't get hurt by my words. So,i guess i'll try talking less and definitely THINK BEFORE OPENING MY MOUTH! Damn!

Today was supposed to be a fun day but somehow i did not enjoy at all. I just don't know why...
CS was fun. Had fun "killing' the couples. lol! Sorry,shobsy :)

will dreams just be dreams?

tralala..

Feeling so much better after talking to Amutha... lol! We talked sooo much! i still can't believe how much she talks these days. haha! She used to be this quiet girl. But nowadays,she's totally opposite of what she used to be. Hahaha! And yeah,i also can't believe how brave she has become!!!! Ok,why i said that is supposed to be a secret :)

As for bio test, I've got nothing to comment on it. As USUAL, I screwed. What annoys me is that, although i know the answers i just couldn't put them into words!!! And that is so darn disappointing and annoying as well! Oh,well...it's just a test...

As for what happened in college...um...let me think...nothing much actually. As usual,Pinkee gets headshots. Shobsy was funny today! Lol! She was trying to speak like an indian from india. Haha!
I just don't know how she comes up with such crazy ideas! lol!

DAMN! I'M BORED.....

ignore my lame english.....

all in a day

sigh...another day filled with fun and laughter is going to come to an end soon, And i'm sitting here thinking if tomorrow will be like today and hopefully it'll be better!
Today was fun despite having LAN exam. Everyone seemed to be normal except for shobsy :p she was kinda um...quiet. Ok,i might be mistaken. lol! feel free to slap me tmrw shobsy :P Tamim,Spike,Raz and Farhan were normal. Um,i don't mean normal-normal i mean normal-"normal". They were crazy in their own ways as usual. Singing songs and teasing ppl like nobody's business.

Haha! i was impressed by how good Koh Kwun can speak tamil. At the same time i'm impressed by the words he know. Well,you don't want to know the words he know. As they're REALLY bad. hehe!

I lost two of my fav hairbands today. I bought them myself but both have sentimental values which i can't state here.. Arrrgh!!!!! i'm so darn dumb for have losing those bands!!!! Geez!

Harry was bitten by a stray dog and his eye came out! Yes,the eye came out! Poor little fella! He's ok now. And i hope he gets well soon.

That's all for now. I shall stop here and get prepared for bio tmrw :P

regrets

arrrgh!!!!! feeling terrible nowadays!!! it is so hard to explain what i'm feeling!!!
I've just realised that certain things are best kept as secrets. I regret for have said something to someone. It would have been better if i would have just kept my mouth shut. Definately it would have been somehow torturous. At the same time i would have felt more peaceful and less emotional. Things are never the same again ever since. I believe that there's nothing i can do to amend the situation and i guess i just have to move on with regrets. And,i hope as time goes on things will get better.
For now i just want to get out of this hell and move on. Somehow everytime i try,i fail to succeed. The saying goes, time heals all wounds. I find this to be untrue. I think time heals old pain, while it creates new ones.

-SICK OF EVERYTHING THAT'S GOING ON AROUND ME,WHY CANT LIFE GET ANY BETTER!!!???-

countdown starts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

had fun talking to my neighbours just now! well,they're just kids(approximately 7-9 years old). but seriously,their crazy antics and blabbers made me laugh!!!!!! i'm amazed by how they can be so happy and contented! i wanna be a kid and wanna have more kids as my friend!!!!!!

we've came up with a plan! we will be meeting up at 12 to play firecrackers!!!!!!!! woooooohoooo!!!
shag seemes to be excited as well!!!! he sleeps then gets up watch us being busy then sleeps again then gets up again. he used to be afraid of the sounds made by the firecrackers. but he seems to have got used to the sounds.

i'll stop here and continue soon :)
i'm sorry,i know my post sounds lame. hehe :)

happiness

Deepavali fever is finally here!!! Ppl have started playing firecrackers and it is very deafening! It can get worst than this during CNY! Somehow I find it fun and I do enjoy watching ppl playing firecrackers! Dad bought some as well! Will be playing firecrackers with bro on Friday night.
No worries Shak I wont burn down any house. And surprisingly Shobsy still have not gone shopping yet!!!!

College today was fun! Ron,Shob,Joan,Shuying and myself played cards during Physics! Gosh! It was fun! Well, half the time I was on the ipod. But I did enjoy watching them play. I’m not sure what the game is called. But,it sound something like chee cheong fun.

I wonder how some ppl can have the ability to make others laugh!!!!!!! I wish I had the ability to do so!!!!! Making other ppl happy makes me happy! At the same time seeing ppl happy makes me happy too! I want to be surrounded by happy people so that I can be happy! I want to be happy so that everyone around me can be happy at the same time. Life’s about being happy. I’m not sure if I’m happy right now. But I know I’m not sad or feeling emo. I’m feeling empty.
I guess I’ve got nothing else to blabber. And I don’t want to flood my blog with my emo/dumb posts. So,I guess I’ll stop here and go watch a movie! PEACE!!!

happiness

I'm so glad that things are moving on pretty well just the way I wanted. People around me are making my life happier. Well,not all. but I would say that 90% of them are really making me a lot happier these days. I know things can change in a split second. So i'd rather keep my distance and be prepared for whatever that can happen. I just don't want to go through hell anymore.

Emo-attacks are normal these days. They come and go and i try my best to not give a damn about it.
There's no cure for it neither there is a way to avoid it. So' i'll just let it come and go whenever it feels like coming. I'll let life run it's course. I'll follow it whichever way it wants to go and stop thinking about what's going to happen.

I'll be signing up for the SPCA voluntary thingy soon. BFF has been very busy with exams lately and i've not spoken to her for the past two weeks. I need to talk to her very badly. She'll be back next week. And hopefully we can meet up somewhere.
We really need a day out.

Lol! Spike actually spent RM400 in just two weeks! And he is not sure himself where the money went. Haha!

-perplexed once again-

Me is happy!!!!

i just can't put what i'm feeling into words right now!!!!!!!! i'm so happy for someone i'm really close to. i can't say who that is or what is making me so happy! i'll tell you ppl when i'm allowed to...but till then just wait :P
went to Noodle Station today and had soooo much of laughter! first we went to Old Town got ourselves sitted and began looking at the menu. Then out of nowhere someone suggested that we go to NS. So we just walked out of OT like nobody's business. i was hoping that the waitresses there don't come running with a broom or curse us :P
Tamim and Spikey cracks crazy jokes! I told Tamim that he's such a chicken backside and he said luckily i did not say cow's backside! lol! and that made me burst out!!!! That might sound lame,but i find it seriously funny!
that's all for now. i can't find anything decent to post.

how i wish i can go back in time and go thru it once again...

deepavali fever!!!

woooot!!!!!!! had sooooo much of fun!!!! just finished painting with dad! had sooo much of laughter just now! Dad and me burst out laughing when we saw the colour of the paint mom bought. She bought a chilly red for the gates. It was so darn bright that me and dad couldn't sop laughing and began teasing her. The colour was gaudy. Sorry mom. So,dad and me went out to get the colour changed. We bought brown for the grill and ivory for the walls. It's been very long since me and dad had soo much of fun and spent time together. And i'm so darn happy today as i finally had the chance to spend time with him. And i wanted to ask him to take me to the petshops like he used to. But i kept my mouth shut as there were many work and preparations to be done.
Shag helped us too... by getting himself covered with paint :P now we have to think of a way to clean it away...arrgh!!!!

i helped dad with painting and bro helped mum with murrukus:P how ironic :P
oh,ya! i wore my fav green BG shirt and now there are paint stains on it!!!!!!! sigh...
managed to persuade dad to buy fire crackers for deepavali.
But deepavali this year is gonna be sooooooooooooooooooooo bored. Big bro won't be around...arrgh... I miss him a lot...
However we're inviting an orphanage to the house. Dad chartered a bus(if i'm not mistaken). Estimated, around 20 kids will be joining us for deepavali. So,it won't be that bored after all.
I asked dad if it's ok for me to join SPCA for volutary jobs on Saturdays. And surprisingly he said go ahead!!!!!! And today i received a mail frm SPCA regarding that. i'll post it here later.

the day we became butchers

although we had so much of fun chopping,slicing and molesting(lol!) cow's heart today currently i'm not in the mood to blog and i hope shak updates his blog so that everyone can know what happened exactly.
sorry ppl!

friends and their crazy antics

wooooott!!!!! Today was nothing but pure fun and laughter! Shobs,Ren and me had fun singing our hearts out during break in the discussion room. Hopefully no one heard us so that they won't think that PM12 students are a bunch of lunatics,lol!. managed to take videos. unfortunately i was told not to post it on FB as it is so darn embarassing,lol! unfortunately we became bored and decided to go to class instead. Then Shobs decided to switch off the lights and talk ghost stories. Instead of crapping ghost stories we began listening to songs and started singing again( in the dark!)
C7 became a temporary disco.haha! then the physics geniuses came and joined the fun and Farhan ran around snapping pictures and to be honest the flash from his cam was so darn bright that i can go blind!

Oh,ya! we dropped by Guradian during break to get surgical gloves and Nat told me she's gonna get me OT for christmas!!!! Don't ask me what OT is!!!!! i almost burst out laughing but i did not as many ppl were there and again i don't want ppl to think i'm cuckoo!

the good old ones

This whole week has been about meeting up old friends. The happiness you get after ages of searching for them is undescribeable. First i met Atiqah in the train but i was so damn dumb for not approaching her. And i still swear at myself thinking about it. Secondly i managed to find Kas,Rish, and Leon on FB. I've managed to find few of my ex-teachers as well. And today had a good chat with Leon although i was never close to him.. Well, he still can't recall who i am. I don't blame him though. we've planned to meet up someday for bowling :P lol!

i've been feeling so much better these days, *touches wood*. Still having the emo-attack at times. All it takes to get rid of it is just will power and some decent songs. Hearing music has helped me in many ways. And to be honest no one consoles you better than hearing a decent music. However there's still ONE question lingering in my little mind. I'm so confused if whether i should blurt it out. Things are pretty calmed down now and i don't want my question to stir everything up again. i guess i'll just bury it deep down somewhere where i can never find it.

Managed to call Amu after days of not hearing her voice. i feel soooooo much better talking to her. Her words of comfort comforts me a lot.

Today was pretty much a normal day and i surprisingly i did Bio. Exams are in two months time and i shall start now or else i'll regret later. For now, all i want to do is study and nothing else. i shall keep all my nonsensical thoughts aside for now.