Day1

Surprisngly,i had a good night's sleep despite being in a new place.Had my bath,took my breaky,yada yada and then decided to go explore a bit. There's a park nearby the lake. So,i decided to go there. The whole place was quiet. Just me and the fishes.Oh,ya.And a gardener ==". The park was nice. Trees,hedges,pond,birds,fishes,a huge,huge lake, bla bla bla.
Ok,enough said about the park.

Orientation starts tomorrow and goes on for a week. And i have no idea how i'm going to go. It's walking distance. But then for me it's still freaking far! To give you an idea,it's like walking from Taylor's all the way to KTM,TWICE! So,yep. I'll go figure something out for tomorrow later. I'll either have to get a lift.Or wake up early and start walking! Arrgh.

The lake. The grey buildings are where i'm gonna be for the next 3 YEARS.sigh. I shall post more pics later on.(click to enlarge)

The view from my room.

TUC

On Friday I dropped by college to collect my cert and to visit as many lecturers(mainly Mr.Rajah,lol) possible. So unfortunate of me,all the lecturers i want to see were busy with exams and stuff... That's so disappointing. I don't know if i'll be able to meet them after this. Sigh...
College has changed eversince we left. Our beloved cafe is taken over by Mediterranean now. There are study rooms(with glass doors) like on EVERY floor. That's like so cool. The hedge in front of PM12's class is now gone. I have no idea why. It's just gone. It looks so bare now. The student lounge has been extended. And um...i'm not sure. These are the major ones i noticed. I'm not sure if there are any.
I went to the labs(the ones in SAM garden) to see if Mr.Rajah was there and that was when i remembered that the labs were being used for exams and he will for sure not be there. Aduhai...
Excuse the picture. I should have taken a better one.

I don't want to let it go. Please...

factofthedayplusalittleupdate =D

If i haven't told you this now i will. The highlight of my driving lesson--->the instructor who thought me driving was the same instructor that thought my mom. That was way back in um...1993. Lol,you do the math. Isn't that awesome? We went to the same driving school and even got the same driving instructor. =)
So random i know.

Next,dad has allowed me to drive around. With one condition that i must leave my phone ON-ALL THE TIME(hahaha) and update him where on earth i am. Last Monday i drove to three temples all by myself. To be honest it was a little scary. Especially with all the huge trucks around. And the best part of driving is that i get to bring Shag for car rides EVERYDAY. You won't believe how much he loves car rides!
As for mom,she's still a little reluctant. I'm sure she'll be fine soon =)

ijustcantseemtoletitgo

I guess i need to let it go.There's no point holding on to it even after knowing i cant have it.
It really hurts to be unable to be what you've always wanted to be. And watching people achive their dreams makes me wonder if i've tried hard enough. That question remains a mystery. Or perhaps,it's true that i tried hard but then i was meant to do something else in life. I just don't know. Whatever it is,it's just so disappointing.

drivingmyheartout

Hello,there =) This blog has been left untouched for a few weeks now...I guess it's time for a little update.
I was slightly busy with driving lessons which i totally hated. I don't know why i even went for it. I completely lost my interest in driving two years back. It's not the instructor nor the car or anything else. It's just me. I just can't seem to get over my fear. EVERY SINGLE TIME i hold the steering i just go blank. Panic attack or whatever you call it. Sigh...
Dad's been a great help. He's been guiding me and giving me classes.And they did help build my confidence. I'm taking a step at a time. Hopefully everything goes well.
I got my PDL license like about two weeks back and i'm not allowed to drive 'out' yet. I'm only allowed to drive in the housing area for a week or two before i go out...That's kinda reasonable enough =)