smokeiloveyou

It's been a rough rough month. Like really rough. And tbh,one of the worst month of 2010. Hopefully it will not get worse in months to come. Please...
Results,separation,decision,confusion,examination and all the possible -tion in the world.
And lately Smoke. He was really down healthwise. I'm not gonna describe as i do not want to keep anyone off your food. But it was just beyond imagination.
I almost lost hope. I thought i'll never be able to figure smth for him, I thought we will not make it,i thought there will be no one to understand. The thought of god and faith and definitely him being in pain really kept me going.
I was on the edge of losing hope.
And i'm glad he's so much better. Praise the lord.
It brings me down to tears everytime i think about it. It was such a traumatising thing for both of us.
All i'm asking for is a little prayers so he'll be healthy and happy.

God works in the most amazing ways possible.

trepidationmounts

sighh..i guess staying awake all night isn't a good idea after all. I mean,what's the point. I need to be prepared both mentally and physically for tomorrow. And for that sleep is vital.
I shall go to bed now...it's been an awful day. This whole thing is just too much for me. I need someone to talk to. But i'm afraid it would be unfair for them too...
Truth will be revealed when dawn breaks.
So,nightnight people. Keep your fingers crossed and i will too =) Thoughts on you.

scaredlah

chatting with random ppl on msn makes me feel better =) join my crew peepos < 3

D-Day

how is it going to be like tomorrow....

BalloonsandWishes

Shobs,Ren and me got free balloons today! We wrote our wishes on them and set them free :D Yehaha!
Lol,hopefully god gets our messages :D

It's been a great night =) I'm going to bed feeling excited ( i don't know why). =====)

Awesome Night,people!

ihatemylife

why is it that i can still their voices and laughter although they're not around...
why do i feel sad when everyone leaves...
why can't i be happy for all the wonderful memories they have given me instead...
why is it so hard to say goodbye...
why is it so hard to be happy...


p.s. i wanna go gothic. it'll be easier for me to be emo...

Happy.

I'm happy. At least for now.
I wonder how is it going to be like tomorrow. When everyone has gone home and i'll be left alone with no one to talk to and laugh with.

Santanayourock!

Santana is awesome! No wonder dad likes him. Not sure into what genre his songs fall into. I think it's Classic Rock or Latin.

My personal favorites
-Smooth (featuring Rob Thomas)
-Maria Maria (featuring Wyclef Jean
-Black Magic Women.

Movieagain!

Just came back after a loooong day. I'm tired so i'm gonna blog it short...
Went for Socerer's Apprentice with Ren,Jo,Renu,Shobs and Raz =) Love you people!!!
It was fun. My fav part is when we had to almost run for the bus and when we were in the MINI bus. Lol. It was Sharon's and Jo's first time. I would say it(mini bus) is the cheapest roller coaster ride you can get.

As for the movie I LOVED IT! It's dangerously funny(for me lahh). Plus i had Renu sitting next to me. Hearing her laugh made me laugh like !@#$%^. Haha. Jay Baruchel is sooooooo cute! Damn i love him!

And um...I can't wait for Rapunzel and The Social Network.

My plans for the weekend?? I have no idea. I guess i'll be watching She Outta My League like a million times (muahaha...Jay!!!) and Watch Transformers 2. Yeah,i'm a little outdated.

I have a lot to blog...I'm not it the mood.

I took the wrong turn.

Everyone's feeling shitty about next Thursday. I know exactly how you people are feeling. The nervousness,the tears,the regrets,the heartache,the sleepless nights etc etc.
As for me.I guess there's no point thinking about it too much...it'll eventually come and I must accept it no matter what...Taking A-Levels has been my lifetime mistake. There are at times where i regret for have not listening to X. And I curse at myself everyday thinking about this. Now it's late. And now i'm facing the music. I have to.
Again,*** thanks for ruining my life.

If given a chance i will do whatever it takes to go back in time and fix every single mistake of mine. Yeah,i know...dream on. All i can do know is just keep my fingers cross and hope for the best. I know i gave my very best. Lets just wait and see.

Life is never about smooth rides. Its the jerks, twists and turns where you grow from mistakes. Stay strong ~ihatequotes.


Btw,HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARYA! Be good!! And do not listen to Kee. Lol.

Updated.

Shobsy and Kee have gone nuts. So is Sook Yin.


THE END.

Sighhh

3 posts in a day is crazy. It's just that i feel like blogging all day long... But,i'm so lost for ideas on what to blog and i do not want to bore my fellow followers,FANS (haha,like i have any :P :P) with my not-so-exciting stories of my daily routines etc etc...
i know i've been crapping a lot lately and i'm sorry...there's nothing i could do about that...just bear with me,okay :p


Sigh....I shall give my lappie some rest now...I shall call it a day. Goodnight people,Shag,Sharkie,Smoke,Wishbone,Leeeeeeonel,Arya and Chellama the list could just go on and on )!
Sweet dreams!

Randomness

I wanna watch CATS (live) very badly!! One of my lifetime dream =) Or maybe play a role in it ( i definitely will if given a chance) :p

Lol,dream on,Shark.

whatamisupposedtodo

11 DAYS TO GO AND COUNTING...