smokeiloveyou

It's been a rough rough month. Like really rough. And tbh,one of the worst month of 2010. Hopefully it will not get worse in months to come. Please...
Results,separation,decision,confusion,examination and all the possible -tion in the world.
And lately Smoke. He was really down healthwise. I'm not gonna describe as i do not want to keep anyone off your food. But it was just beyond imagination.
I almost lost hope. I thought i'll never be able to figure smth for him, I thought we will not make it,i thought there will be no one to understand. The thought of god and faith and definitely him being in pain really kept me going.
I was on the edge of losing hope.
And i'm glad he's so much better. Praise the lord.
It brings me down to tears everytime i think about it. It was such a traumatising thing for both of us.
All i'm asking for is a little prayers so he'll be healthy and happy.

God works in the most amazing ways possible.