Sick

WHERE IS HOPE WHEN I NEED ONE
WHERE ARE STRENGTH WHEN I NEED THEM
WHERE ARE FRIENDS WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO
Why is the world becoming a cruel place to be in? I just don't get people when they say they will be there for their friends. What do they mean?Do they actually mean it or they're saying it just to make me feel better? You don't have to say that at all to make me feel better! It'll be sooo much better if you just be what you are and stop giving false hope/promises. If you think being a good friend takes a whole lot of effort and hardwork actually it doesnt.

I'm going to stop forcing myself to fit in. There's no point. The more i give in the more hurt i'll be.People change. This makes it harder for me to fit in. I guess i'm gonna stand out and be what i am and what i love to be.

for those who've been very caring,i salute you guys! I appreciate all the things you've done! And i love you guys! Thanks for being there for me!

To: K******* and whoever that feels guilty.

Down in the drain

I'm dropping by to say that i've failed to complete my mission...sigh...there goes my resolution down in the drain...
Life has been hectic for the past few days. There's just too much to study with so little time. My mistake to be exact.I should've started earlier instead of suffering at the last minute.
I've been sleeping really late and end up being exhausted and tired for the rest of the day. That,in turn affects me mentally and physically. It's so damn hard to concentrate when you're all worn out. Plus,avoiding FB is NOT an easy thing to do. No matter how much i try i can never live without fb-ing for a day!

Rahul and Koh Kwun started World War 3 a.k.a War of Swears today! BOth can't speak tamil properly. But give them some bad words,they can speak better than anyone on earth!

Excuse my short but lame post. I can't seem to find anything to fill you up. So that's all for now.
-off to study-

Awesome weekend!

Can you believe that i attended two family gatherings in just one day???? Man,it was awesome!
The first one was organised by dad's company. Mum and bros backed off the last minute. So,it was just me and dad! We had so much of fun!
The second one was organised by my uncle. Managed to meet my cuzzies after sooo long! We talked and talked. Yeah,what do you expect after ages of not meeting them? Damn,i missed them so much!

So,basicallly my weekend was awesome! That also means i barely touched the books. Which also means i'm gonna fail my exam. Damn...
Ok,this is my resolution for the next two weeks.
-no fb-ing(like that'll ever happen! but i'll try)
-have to burn midnight oil(so that i wont get burned later on)
-no tv
-no ipod
So,my life is gonna be pathetic for the next two weeks. But succes never comes with hardwork rite? so,yeah....

OMG! Shobs finally created a blog!lol! Can you believe it???
Welcome to the world of blogging Shobs! I'll be your sifu! Write useful posts like me and don't write nonsense like the Ipoh fella. Oi,Ipoh, TAKE THAT!

Ipoh mali part 2

OMG! Sifu had a fall!!!! Hope he's alright!! The ironman had a fall! Can you actually believe it??? No wonder i felt a tremor just now!!!!!! I seriously hope there was a CCTV nearby. I won't mind paying a fortune to get a vid of that!
As he said,hopefully the fall won't affect his joking part of his brain. Already his brain is so darn corrupted.
He might have been eyeing on hot girls around until he forgot to look where he was walking and pooof, he falls down! lol! HOPEFULLY THILLANA GIRL WASNT AROUND! OR ELSE SHE WILL LAUGH HER HEAD OFF!
Get well soon sifu!

Ipoh mali

Ok,since the ipoh fella wants me to blog sooo badly,i'll crap about him then. Maybe he thinks i'm an AWESOME blogger. That is why he can't sleep without reading my blog. Ok sifu. Here's a post for you.

A little update on Sifu's life!

Sifu has become totally corrupted now. He can't eat or sleep without cracking a lame / dirty joke.

Today he was sooooo high and crapped about and old grandfather teaching his grandson how to pee/use the toilet. The stupid grandson ended up peeing into the granfather's ears. Lol! don't ask me how! Ask the corrupted sifu! He might know. I won't be surprised if sifu would have done that when he was small. I wont be surprised

Next,he always volunteers to answer questions and end up being the joker or end up being bombarded by the teacher! Oi,got nothing better to do than to volunteer arr??? Go get a life la! hahaha!

Sifu has become a bigamist! Oi,how many wives you want arr??? Choose one la!

This next one is kinda cool! Sifu has a crush on Thillana girl! Can you believe it??? But sifu,let me advice you la, Thillana girl is too good for you la...go back to ipoh and find someone alse there la...
Or go find someone that is working in Subway. I can get free burgers. lol!
Ok,i shall stop crapping now or else i'll be dead in college tomorrow.

To the ones that are hurt

Ok,this post is specially dedicated to the ones that are hurt and and are in despair because of someone (not being specific here!).

Firstly,why bother thinking of someone who never gives a damn about you and how you feel?

Secondly,ask yourself if you wish to have such friends? If you think you want to,then go ahead being emo or whatsoever. In my opinion,no one deserves to have ignorant,selfish and uncaring ones as their friends. They don't deserve to be anyone's friend or even called as a FRIEND!

Thirdly,remember that YOU deserve to be happy! So just erase them out of your mind and MOVE ON! Care for the ones that love you not the ones that hurt you!

Being emo is SO DARN UNCOMFORTABLE!!!! Then why be emo???? So,stop thinking about anything that makes you emo or stop thinking about anyone that makes you emo!!! THE ONES THAT MAKE YOU SAD AND HURT YOUR FEELINGS DON'T DESERVE YOU AS A FRIEND!!!!!

This goes to all ignorant ones: think before you speak,think what others will feel before saying something,if you still insist you wanna wanna be ignorant then GO GET A LIFE MAN! Nothing better to do arr??? lol!

plants,bronchus and ghosts

19 more days to go for exams and i'm still fooling around...damn...it's time for me to get serious(like that'll ever happen :P). Here's a little update on what happened today. Excuse my lame post.
-Thanks to the guy from Ipoh for letting me know that plants have bronchus and alveolus! lol! oi,are you out of your mind arr???? maaaderrr!!!
-Story telling session by Farhan today was AWESOME!!!! The ghost stories were super scary!
We went to the class beside our's, switched off all the lights and listened to his ghost stories. Out of no where,Ren just shrieked and ran out of the class! And she never came back!
-Shobs is down with laughing disorder...she got it from me i think...
-Bro will be here in less that 3 hrs time!
-i'm becoming more corrupted! Credits go to all inhabitants of PM12 especially Kon Kwun a.k.a The Chief of all Swearers (lol! there's such word?)!!
i swear a lot like nobody's business!!!! Today Sharon was my victim! lol! sorry,Ren!